CHAPTER OF ME

new ME

2010-04-15T03:26:00.000-07:00

uhuk uhuk.. ya allah berhabuk nye..
blog sape la ni.. sian nye..hehehe...

sori la my baby blog..for so long holiday..huhu..
i'm so busy with study week n exam week n everything..

but today i'm bloging as a new title..

DR NUR DIYANA MD HADIS

thank u allah for letting this finally happen.. i still cannot believe it..
mama always said to me..that she know i will pass just the path is more difficult than others..
there no words to tell of how grateful i am..

alhamdullilah ya allah..ko telah makbulkan 1 lg permintaan ku..walaupun aku slalu leka n berbuat khilaf tp kau tidak pernah manghampakan ku..kau sentiasa membantu aku..akhirnye aku dpt khabarkan berita gembira utk ibubapa ku..ini lah hadiah yang x ternilai..aku bersyukur sgt2 ya allah..terima kasih ya allah..amin..

actually there is so many people i should thanks..they always there for me when i need it..they never stop support me n pray for me..

thanks to mama n babah..sebab x penah putus doakan along..ma,along da jd doctor ma..semua ni ats doa mama..thanks for wake me up every morning..for belive in me..n now i miss u so much..i cant wait to see u,to hug u..thanks so much to angah n adik as well..to maktok n baktok..to all my family..i love u all..

i wanna thanks to both my lovely besties..to sya,thanks u so much..u are the best study partner ever..thanks for helping me with my viva..walaupun ko ngtk n tersenggok2+skt kepala, ko thn sbb aku..aku x kan lupe semua tu..thanks for be there for me when i need it..n sorry sbb wat ko risau psl aku..seyesly i'm gonna miss u DR ISYA NIA..to nurul,u are the best roomate+fren forever..thanks sebab tiap2 mlm bwk kitorg kua mkn..bli kan mknn,support ktorg,doakan ktorg,n thanks denga kn result aku..aku akn sentiasa doakan ko gak..kite akn same grad thn ni..aku nk sgt g penang ngan ko kan..thanks a lot my dentist DR NURUL FAHIZHA..u guys rocks..

to my love one..u still there eventhough i'm so busy all this while..not spending time for u..n thanks gak sbb thn ngan kerenah ayg..thank u so much..

to all my fren..wether u pass or not..thank u so much..thanks for all ur wishes n prays..finally it happen guys.. to my study group members..so happy we all finally make it..thanks guys..as doc always mention,be a safe doctors..hopefully can work with u guys in the future..n not to forget to all my lecturers..jasa mu akan ku kenang..chewah...

so many words 'thanks' in this post..coz that is how i feel..n that the only thing i can offer to show how grateful i am..emm x mo nangis da..da byk da air mate aku abis..that it..so since i'm going home soon..i think i'll always updated my blog..hopefully la..hehe..

experimentation..

2010-01-24T02:10:00.000-08:00

i'm neglecting my blog lately..coz there are so many think in my head..
the pro..the report..presentation..n now wif all this MMC form n SPA interview..so now im kind of busy..

i've been told by 1 of my fren that exercise can increase HB level and wif addition to iron tablet it can treat the anemia..so since my HB is always at low level or borderline low i thought that i should try start do some exercise..actually i dont really have a problem wif low HB in other word i'm assymptomatic anemia..i dont have a problem at all except for blood donation..just about 3 month left in HUSM im thinking of my last blood donation here..n i decided to start jogging..as far i could remember, it think the last time i went for a jog was 1 year back or maybe longer..OMG..it was a long time i've been sedentery..hahaha..so it is a good decision..=P

so currently im doing an experiment toward myself to see wether it works to me or not..a lot of study have shown a good result in increase the HB level wif iron tablet +exercise..i've started since last week..n for the 1st three days it killing me..my muscle all over my body was really painful..especially when i want to pray..mcm makcik tua smayg slow2..it was really bad..

my aim is to increase my HB not to reduce weight..but if it is reduce my weight at the same time,then it is a bonus to me..(my mom will 'bising' if she know)..haha..know what, i hate jogging..i dunno why,but i dont like jogging..but since it is the easier way n cheap..so i have no choice..but if this is a price a have pay so that i can donate my blood n help other people,i guess why not..so to the people out there,who are healthy and fit and not anemic..why dont u try donating ur blood..a lot of people really need it..think about it..

a wonderful time..

2010-01-11T02:33:00.000-08:00

suddenly...

while brg2..I feel this one feeling..

i miss BESUT..seriously..huhh

i miss sore shu xuan pekik pg2..haha..

i miss our activities after abis class..facebooking..wif our own fav posture..huhu..

i miss bising2 sore msk2 kt dpr..

i miss kesejukan smpai mengigit tulang every subuh..

i miss the food there..coz im so boring wif cafe's food..

i miss sate jabi..nyum2..

i miss our leisure time activities..picnic and swimming...i miss a lot..

i miss everything..

just wanna share some pic of us there..

A JOURNEY BEGIN..

HERE EVERYTHING STARTED..

FAMILY MEDICINE IN KK BESUT

OUR FIELD VISIT..

OUR FUN TIME TOGETHER..

lata tembakah

LATA BELATAN

LA HOT SPRING

LAST WONDERFUL NITE..

i wish i could turn a time back..it was really2 fun that time.. we really enjoy ourselves there..but now its time to think about pr..no more main2..time to struggling n study..

chaiyuk guys..we can do it..

p/s:i've been compose this entry since last week..coz the internet is abit slow to upload the pic..so that y this entry is abit 'basi'..haha..

HAPPY BELATED BESDAY MAMA!!

2010-01-09T02:01:00.000-08:00

i just feeling better today..just sometimes i feel my room is spining..i just got a chanche to write this entry..happy besday to my beloved mama..she's wonderful, she's my best fren...i love her so much..muaah..

HAPPY BESDAY MA!!

i just got better from diarrhea..severe diarrhea for 5 days..the severe one was a 1st day..with vomiting,fever,cough and very lethargy.. luckily my fren brought me to A&E that nite ..i been admitted to observation ward and and then was discharged..i thought i'll be ok the next morning..however, thing still da same.. still watery diarrhea and vomiting..my stomach was supermotility..grong..grong sound..owh i hate that..i wonder why all the medication was not working..but i still took it..

i'm so thankful to my best fren for taking care of me..buy me food..msg me..but the most important one is my mom..she so worried.. she even want to come here just to take care of me.. although deep in my heart, i want her to be here but i'm able to convience her that i'm ok..i felt guilty coz i sick on her besday.. i'm suppose to give a present but instead..hmmm..such a big present for her this year..huhu..she keep calling like 24/7..it was good coz at least someone know if i was collapse that time..i love u mom..n of course to all my groupmate..for asking about my condition and all the wishes..thank u so much guys..

i missed class for 3 days..n i'm not studying at all for this whole week..exam just really2 close my dear..u have to keep focus..no more play2..keep moving forward..

OKB

2009-12-16T11:52:00.000-08:00

i got a phone call from my mom..

mama: along watpe,mama call asyik x dpt..

me : owh..henset xde bateri la ma..sori..hehe..nape ma??

mama:xde saje je..mama nk g amik angah ni..

me: owh aah..angah blk hr ni..jeles nye..nk blk gak..

mama: tau x..angah da jdk org kaye skang..OKB..jpa die br msk ari ni..

me: ha???ye ke..cptnye..yg hr tu pun br jer msk..mn aci..

mama: aah die tgh kaye la tu..nnt along da miskin bleh la wat loan kat dia..haha..

moral of the story.. i'm so jeles at her coz i'm a bit kering rite now..still using my own scolarship not pa n ma bank..but i'm afraid if i dont get my jpa soon,im gonna end up using 'pa n ma'..i wonder where all my money gone..i'm not a shopaholic like dulu2..it been a while since we go shopping i think..i mean a true shopping..hehe..n i didnt go on vacation..but still sengkeng..

i think i spent a lot at food..seriously..i eat a lot lately..i feel hungry all the time..n my mouth cant stop mengunyah..for me i think it's okay to spent money on food rather than other thing..but some people there are so berkira n kedekut..they only eat at certain restaurant because it cheap eventhough x sedap..n they even bising kalo krm mknn kat org n mknn tu mhl(bese je tp more than their expectation)..just dont understand this kind of people..saving n kedekut is 2 different thing ok..saving is good..but sometimes nak gak mkn sedap2..skl sekale..rasenye x slh..nak watpen berkire..nk isi perut sendiri gak maa...hahaha..no offense ok..this is just my opinion..

i just wish to receive my scholarship soon..$$$$$$$

ABNORMAL

2009-12-08T07:55:00.000-08:00

this is my 2nd week in besut for my distric posting a.k.a family and community medicine posting..i love besut so much..i mean i really feel like home here..coz we can cook what ever food we want to eat..surronded by people u love..betul2 cm zmn hostel dolo2..bgn pagi mengokol sejuk nk mati..best giler..i want to be here longer can i??huhu..tomorrow we have to go back to usm..so boring plus xde air..bosan bergande2..*sigh*

today we go to the lab in KK besut..to fullfileed our log book 'terchenta'..the staf was really kind (in fact all their staf are frenly and kind, not like Usm..no offense)..he explain everything and let us do the test and blood taking..as one of our requirement, we have to attach an abnormal result for urine and blood test..we have manage to get one pt with positive finding..n the staf help us print the result for each one of us..hehe..but we dont get any abnormal blood result..

unfortunately n suddenly i've become the pt..they decide to took my blood n my best buddy sya did it coz usually i'm a bit anemic..seb bek dpt..huhu..n bende yg jrg2 berlaku, i wish i'm anemic that time vs i wish i'm normal everytime i want to donate my blood..2 diffrent wishes..haha..n happy to say my Hb level is below normal=ABNORMAL..konon2 nye..for the sake of log book bangang i'm willingly give my hand to be poke..being in medical school make me done a lot of crazy n stupid thing.. a thing that u never thought before..

n beside my ABNORMAL blood test result, we've been suprised my another ABNORMAL result..this evening, we observe a stafnurse did the rapid HIV test..so cm bese we just stand there watching n be a good observer..huhu..n there's one couple who had been married in Thai n decide to 'remarried' here legally..the husband is IVDU and on methadone prog for almost 1 year if i'm not mistaken..prior to the test the couple seem nervous especially the wife since their knew the risk..the husband had done the test 3 times and pass all the test including this time..which mean he is negative.. for the moment..n when it comes to the wife, i saw a 2 lines in the kit..but i'm not really sure what it mean..i know 1 line is negative..n 2 lines is postitive..but the moment i saw it i was like..does positive really loke like that..i'm speechless at that time esp when i saw the nurse's face..

n it was a positive result..the step: if the screning turn to be positive u have to repeat the test by ELISA to confirm the result..positive screening can be false positive,however the rapid HIV test is 95% accurate..it is kind of weird how come the husband who is IVDU is negative n turn to be the wife is +ve..it can happen..anything is possible..kete pun bleh jth dlm KB mall..so anything is possible..i'm not going to judge..but the thing is i cant stop myself to think..how would u feel if the wife is u..i keep thinking about how their future might be..coz the pt is pregnant right now..how's the baby..the family members reaction..the community stigma..i just cannot imagine..i try to confort the pt but instead my eyes is bergenang..sebak..it make me realize that life is too short..one second u were normal n the next second u were told to be ABNORMAL..

BORING..

2009-11-21T09:00:00.000-08:00

just a few days before we have an anaes exam which mean the end of boredness...haha..
no offense..i just dont feel 'into' anaes..even there are alot to learn.. i just cant enjoy it..for me i think it is a boring posting..sorry to said..huhu..

i miss A&E so so much.. i miss the environment..the enthusiastic to learn..the very,very good doctors..the kind nurses n MA.. i miss everything..seriously..i have never been so exciting n x nak blk during oncall except A&E..i can stand for 8-9 hours in that super cold room..coz i love it..huh..i miss it..=(

jalan2 to kuantan..

2009-11-09T07:33:00.000-08:00

last 2 week..i went to kuantan..uiam to visit my sis there..plus jln2..hehe..tp x puas sbb kjp sgt..i just stay 1 nite at her room..i should went last week since we have 3 days weekend..huhu..thanks to angah who spent a lot for us..treat on her coz she just receive her JPA..haha..i just want to upload some pic..

kat TC

khusyuk lyan sudoku..

angah gedik

tamak..x abis..hehe..

medic school uiam..

p/s:nk g lg len kali..nk duk lm skt..tp angah kn blanja lg..bleh kan angah??hahaha..

a month ago..

2009-11-08T08:29:00.000-08:00

hr ni genap la 31 hr berlalu..bersamaan dgn umur aku 23 thn 1 bln..bersamaan jgk sbln blog ni terbiar usang..hehe..sbln yg lalu, aku tlh menyambut hr jadiku di mane lg kalo bkn di KB mall,di noodle station..sm cm thn lps..x ksh la..sbb aku suke noodle station..haha..dan jutaan terima ksh diucapkan kpd shbt2 ku yg celebrate bersama..iaitu nurul n sya..

walaupun sdh sbb stiap kl besday je mst esk tu exam..so x leh nk wat pijama party..huhu..nway ni adelah gamba kejadian pd hr itu..hrp terhibur..sekian..hahahaha...

my besday cake..thanks a lot to nurul n sya..

my best buddy ever..sya,menu terbalik..haha..

spicy trio yg membunuh...

"noddy bysyk"..hanya kami yg phm..hehe

p/s:dikesempatan ni gak nk wish happy besday a.k.a happy belated besday kpd semua kwn2 yg celebrate besday on october..ramai sgt member2 lhr oct so x leh nk mention..tkt ade yg tertinggal..kang kck ati..hehe..n esp to farra (x lupe cume xsmpt2 nk wish,sori dear) n to abg..happy belated besday semua...*wink...wink*

Raye+openhouse..

2009-10-10T02:04:00.001-07:00

so as i promise..here are some of my hari raye pic..i just can upload some of them..coz byk sgt..so just enjot it..

baptok,maktok and the grandchildren..only me n angah 'bunge'..haha

my family wif my grandparent

my best buddy..luv u..=P

my groupmates..only part of it..ade yg xde..

open house umah sue..

alia,nurul,sya n me..=D

PADAN MUKE

2009-10-05T02:40:00.000-07:00

last weekend is really full with open house n jamuan raye..so really full my stomach with free stuff..hehe..best sgt..n also we have a WORLD HEART DAY here..we r just a volunter..i'll upload the photo of that later..not in mood rite now..

finally it come out..n i feel what i feel during my 1st year on 1st exam..it hard to say..i dont know what i feel..sometimes i think i'm ok but sometimes i feel really sad n stupid..feeling really down..it is not something that i'm not expected..but somehow u r still hoping that u gonna make it..but i think it serve me right..i'm too lazy,too lepak,not study hard..it was my fault not ohthers..n dont blaming others for ur failure..sometimes u need failure in order to success..learn from mistake..jgn leke lagi..it is not time to play anymore..

i have exam ortho 2morrow..i hope this time i'm gonna make it..
i dont want to be a A student..i just to be a passed student..=)

p/s: wish me luck 4 tomorrow..

raye!!

2009-09-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

hye everyone!!

it's 4th syawal..n i'm still in kampung at perlis..

n i'm blogging from my aunt house..

my activities is totally pack here..since we only back once a year..

so many thing to do..so many place to go..hehehe..best..

i'll be back to kelantan on this saturday..

just 2 more days to go..time flies too fast..huhu..

nway

SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN..

k c u in kelantan then..daaa...

SAKAN

2009-09-11T11:54:00.000-07:00

tggl 8 hr je before syawal and end of ramadhan..everybody are busy preparing baju raya,kuih raye,n macam2 lg la..also this is last weekend before raye next week..n today me,nurul and alia went to kb..yeyea..hehe..we went at early morning around 9 am..early for me..huhu..but at time we arrive at kb parking was already almost full and jln da stat byk kete..seb bek dpt parking yg kr dkt gak..so berbaloi bgn awal..haha..

first destination was pasar siti khadijah..at that time only few gerai had already open..most of them was not yet open..better for me..coz to many kedai too many choice and too pening..haha..x pusing sgt pun..ktorg just bli2 pe yg ptt jer..i just bought the thing that mama order..bese la keropok,beras pulut..huhu..n nothing for myself..

2nd destination of course parkson..ops KB trade center ok..huhu..that was my first time went there..ketinggalan skt la..huhu..dr luar nmpk cm besa n tinggi.. tp ble msk dlm xde la besa sgt..parkson 3 tgkt jer..just window shoping..nothing cought my eyes n my money..haha..tp manusia giler ramai..esp dkt verns,oasis smpai nurul kt "sape cpt die dpt ke ni"..huhu..srnk lak tgk gelagat org..so basically xde hasil la..usha2 jer..

we not stop there..last one is of course, KB mall..huhu..as expected..it was also crowded with people..the aims was actually to survey for handbag OR sandle..tp dua2 x dpt..dpt bnd len.. i bought 1 long blouse for this raye..since mama just smpt jht 1 bj krg jer..xpe la ma..huhu..n know what we meet with remy ishak and diana danielle..actually we saw them in front of BATA from 2 nd floor..hehe..they all ade prog pe ntah for anak yatim i guess..n nurul ckp diorg duta bata..ye kot..n we had took pic of them..nnt la upload..tgh mls sgt ni..n around 2 o clock we back to usm..

actually xde la sakan pun shoping..tp sakan berjalan..smpai 3 tmpt..tggl tesco jer x g..huhu..n after tdo dgn sgt best kt blk..ptg plak ktorg kuar buke..plan A nk buke kt sue tomyam..tp da fully booked..so ktorg pun ngan xde plan B pun heading to Lazat Mesra..tp tutup plak..so terpaksa la buker kt Jimi Cafe jer..tp ok la..just not many choices of food..so esk nk buker mn plak???shr x lg da pkr buke..hahaha..

p/s:tgh layan lagu raye kt radio..syok giler..x saba sgt nk blk..huhu..

BERJAYE!!

2009-09-09T21:48:00.000-07:00

Finally after one year..i'm able to donate my blood..what a long time ha..last 2 days blood bank had organised mega blood donation at dewan utama..so as preparation..i have took iron tablet since before puasa to make sure that my HB level is adequate..semangat x??huhu..n finally i pass the 'scary part'- to check HB level..this is my 6th times donating my blood..and A LOT of failed attempt..i'm always had a problems every time to donate because of my low HB..n always frustrated esp when other fren pass..n i always be 'peneman' sya every time she donate her blood..teman tgk n teman mkn telur..hahah..sedey tau..people like me only will understand how i feel..huhu

but this time, i passed..hehe..although my HB is only 12.2 g/dl compare to sya 14.9g/dl..as long as i'm pass i'm happy..hehe..n another thing is i won a lucky draw..lucky 140..i won a towel..actually my aim was a toaster tp x pe la..huhu..i hope a can donate again another 3 month from now..but before that i have to take my iron..huhu..a hate taking iron actually coz it made me constipation and black stool..haha..

ape syoknye derma darah??syok giler..i cant describe the feeling but it make u feel a big satisfaction..my mom always scold me when she know i donate my blood..coz she said that my hb is low n only enough for myself..mak2 bese la..haha.. but for me this is the way i can help other people who need..i may not rich to donate hundred or thousand of money..but i hope 1pack of my blood may help other people who really2 need..

i'm a universal doner..hehe..

x saba..

2009-09-07T15:34:00.000-07:00

em cm pelik jer hr ni..pg2 da tls blog..pas subuh td rs x ngtk plak..
br je pas tulis kat raya tuk parent and tuk wan kt kg..
even org kt ngade2 anta kad raye kat family..kesah ape kan..
aku da anta kad raye sejak zaman sekola lg..da terbiase..da jd kewajiban..
kalo thn ni x anta,konpem mama sedih..mama tu kn bleh..huhu..

tp skang da x mcm dlu..dlu selalu lumba2 ngan angah sape dpt kad raye plg byk..
pastu ktorg gntg n hias kt umah..tp skang da x de da..
ye la..semua da pkai sms,mms..x kan nk gntg sms tu kan..
kalo dpt pun x byk cm dlu2.. xbest kan..
sms tu mmg la sng,jimat..x yah nk setem2..just forward je msg2 yg kt dpt tu kt org len..
tp x kekal..lm2 inbox da penuh kt delete je msg2 tu..tul x??
teknologi mmg la bgs..tp kdg2 yg old skool jgk yg best..huhu..

p/s:bkn nk anti kemodenan..cm rnd ngan suasana dlu2..huhu

2009-08-31T11:05:00.000-07:00

susah sgt ke nk paham aku ni??susah ke??ape yg susah??
sampai nk lari??

PS:sya,nurul..korg knl aku 4+ thn..susah ke nk phm aku ni??

happy besday MALAYSIA!!

2009-08-31T10:48:00.000-07:00

em hr ni 31 ogos 2009
52 thn negara kite merdeka..
walaupun bgtu..ktorg still ade klas pg td..
x pe la..demi MR Tar yg best aku bgn gak..

SELAMAT HARI KEMERDEKAAN!!!
semoga kt lebih Bsmgt patriotik dan lebih syg kan negara kt MALAYSIA..
1 MALAYSIA..

PS:sya, cpt nyanyi lagu 1 malaysia..hehehe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYA!!!

2009-08-30T03:03:00.000-07:00

happy besday sya busuk..da tua da sya ye..aku gak yg mude..hehe..sya,da 23 ni jgn nakal2..stick to one..jgn memilih..hahahaha..(jgn mara besday gurl)..mcm ko sllalu kt tggl lbh krg 8 bln jer kt nk bersame..pasni konpem ssh nk jmp..ko kt timur..nurul nun di utara..sedey plak rs..huhu..so enjoy our time now to the fullest..enjoy!!!!

birthday kek sya..ktorg bedal st mlm abis..walaupun prt kyg gile pas berbuke..huhu

this is end result..bersepah sbb men calit2..hehe..

"RUGI JADI DOKTOR"

2009-08-30T02:55:00.000-07:00

blaja susah..

keje susah

nk pencen pun susah..

rugi jadi doktor ni..

statement from a gastroentrology surgeon in HRPZ2..

that what i told my sister..and also my cousin..but she is so stuborn..

so let her be..let her feel the 'joy'..

hahahaha..

hkb~fasting~

2009-08-26T03:09:00.001-07:00

em this is 4 th day in hkb..it was so tired day for me..n i think for everyone else also..we have to catch bus 730 in the morning..da la pakcik bas sharp giler..every time i got into the bus, all i know i want to sleep..even just for a few minute.. n i slept without failed..hahaha..

since 4th year.. i hate going to hkb..because it was so tired..plus this is fasting month..so it is double tired..huhu..like today we have class until 12.30..everyone was so sleepy in the class..just after the class end we were rushing to the surau..sbb nk tido..klakar plak igt blk..everyone amik port msg2 n slept..hahaha..

i just dont understand why prev subgroup said 'best giler kat hkb',rase cm x nk tkr je ngan korg' and so on..i try to search keseronokannye..but i think i rather be in husm than hkb..it is true the surgeon there are willingly to teach us..they all like to teach..but usm doc is also good what..huhu..but there only best part is i can get juadah berbuke yg best n byk choice at bazar..tu la yg plg best..hehehe..i week more to go..chaiyuk..

ni semua ujian di bln puase..time je lar..huhu..=P
~selamat berbuke n selamat berterawih~

~SALAM RAMADHAN~

2009-08-22T00:55:00.000-07:00

TO ALL MUSLIM..HAPPY RAMADHAN..

SEMOGA RAMADHAN KALI NI LEBIH BERMAKNA..

DAN SEMOGA MENDAPAT KEBERKATAN DARINYA..

another 6 month?????

2009-08-04T21:05:00.000-07:00

a few minute ago..
at the end of the exam with the coolest prof ever..huhu..she got honest feedback from him

examiner: i think u perform very well in clinical part..u manage to give a good comments..good..
student : (happy)
examiner: but u fail in practical part.this is very important..never guess or u'll kill the baby..do u want to extand for 6 month or u want to catch up??
student: i try to catch up..
examiner: are u sure??do u think u can catch up??or u need to change ur study method??
student: i'll change my study method and try to catch up prof..
examiner : u really need to work hard..spent ur time more in this room(treatment room)..make ur hand dirty help the nurses..do u often come come here in this 5 week??
student: i think not really prof
examiner: i can see that..what is ur next posting??
student: surgery
examiner : u need to work harder in ur next posting..ok??
student: nod..nod..=(

that is a scenario of a final year student who fail badly in practical of paediatric posting..pity her..

if u were her, how do u feel???

exam fever..

2009-08-04T05:31:00.000-07:00

em tomorrow is my end posting exam..short case at the morning and meq in the evening..as u know my knowledge is very2 ciput coz i'm so 'rajin' to study..huhu..n now i have fever+sore throat + headache..give me a lot of time to sleep..huhu..my mom already bising2 coz i dont go to clinic..she worried about H1N1 cases nowadays..hahaha..

waaaaa..sedey..i dont study at all..today i just sleep for almost a day..except afternoon when i went to radiology to full my log book..tp sia2..x yah cite la psl radio ni..wat terbakar ati jer..huhu..i just hope that i get a very2 kind examiner+cooperative child+n i can perform well..that all i want..

wish me luck k..

TOO LAZY

2009-07-24T22:15:00.000-07:00

HUH.
i'm now final year student..
but i'm still lazy like last year..super lazy!!!
n i'm still stupid..wif my 10 % knowledge from last year..tu pun kalo ade 10 %..
huh..i never study..do u think last year student like me???
i dont think so..diorang semua bjk2..not like me..

HUH..
all i do is sleeping,facebooking,and super junior..hahaha..
i'm too lazy to study..too lazy 2 tidy up my room even to update my blog..
semua bnd malas la..

HUH..
i think i need a booster..
is any one know where i can find any kind of drug..
that can make me not lazy anymore..hardworking drug..
is there any??i think someone need to create that in the future..
konpem laku..

huh......

new chapter..

2009-07-05T01:44:00.000-07:00

hai..it's been almost 2 month++ since my last updated..
teruk kan..ms kat umah xde mood lansung nk blogging..
i'm too busy tgk tz..sleeping..fight wif my sister..n also done my eleftif..
so i'm too busy..ye ke??huhu..just assumed so..

so now i'm back to lovely usm..
N I'M IN FINAL YEAR..5TH YEAR MEDICAL STUDENT...hahaha..
cam x percaye..i'm super senior seh...hehehe..
so this is it..my new chapter..
my new spirtit..
fighting!!!

hormonal causes

2009-04-14T11:57:00.000-07:00

eiiiiiiiii

aku mrh..geram sgt..sedih pun ade..

ei x tau la..aku yg exagerrated or aku mmg ptt mrh..

tp angah kt small matter..tp aku marah gak..

he seem dont care about me..

kalo aku skt ke mati ke..pun x pe....=(

aku tau die busy..tp x leh ke die wat cm bese2..

eiiiiiiiiiiiii

sedih la.....

aku rs mmg bnd ni kck..

aku tau,ni semua slh hormon yg x btul ni..

eiiiiiiii

x suke la..x suke rs cmni..

eiiiiiii

p/s:sori la korg kene bc rubbish ni..i just want to feel better..

tag from mas

2009-04-12T10:52:00.000-07:00

tag from mas comey..lame x jmp mas..ble la bleh jmp ek..huhu..

Bekas kekasih saya adalah :manusia yg rugi..hahahahahahahaha.....

Saya sedang mendengar:lyn tag + denga lagu

Mungkin saya patut :study..mls nye..huhu..

Saya suka :ble dpt kua..shopping..hang out..

Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :who always there for me..in happiness..sadness..listen to me..=D

Saya tak paham : knape saye malas..byk setan kot..huhu..

Saya kehilangan :ongkos..mkn lme mkn susut..=(

Ramai yang berkata :OnG susah..tkt tp aku ttp cmtu..no changes at all..emmmm..

Makna nama saya :cahaya keagamaan..=P

Cinta itu adalah:crazy+ too complicated..

Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :merindui ku..hahaha..

Saya akan cuba :jadi rajin..cm susah je..chaiyuk nodi..

Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :forever???

Telefon bimbit saya :da buruk..ble la bleh dpt yg bru..huhhh..

Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :tend to sleep again..

Saya paling meluat apabila :org yg x reti ckp elok2..ckp cm nk gadoh..eii x suke..

Pesta/Parti adalah :enjoy urself wif ur fren..even just for 3..

Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :kucing of course..

Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :19-22 kot..

Hari ini :saye tido byk..

Malam ini saya akan :mebuang mase lg..x bgs suggh..

Esok pula saya akan :siap kn keje cfcs..*sigh*

Saya betul2 inginkan : home..nk blk!!!!!

Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :saye nmpk muke saye la..

Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan:both..

Makanan Barat atau Jepun :i prefer western..

Bilik yang terang atau gelap :terang

Makanan segera adalah :maggi..mcd..kfc..

Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?bye..(kat sya td)

Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
nurul n sya syg..hehe..

tag lg la

2009-04-12T10:31:00.000-07:00

tag by cikgu fara..since i'm so lazy to study lets do this..

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
everything..my family..love one..my fren..my laptop..my henfons..myself..ish semua la..huhu

2. Apakah benda akhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri?
lunch tgh hr td..

3.Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
umah kot..sng cite..hehe..

5. Adakah anda sedang di lamun cinta?
yup..=D

6. Di mana restoran akhir kamu makan malam?
kenny ngan nurul..last nite..

8. Nama penuh anda?
name saye nur diyana md hadis..huhu..

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau emak?
em mama kot..she my best fren..i share everything wif her..best mom ever..but i love both k..huhu

10. Namakan seorang yang kamu ingin jumpa dalam hidup kamu?
my old fren..dr zmn matrik smpi la tdika..huhu..

11. Sebutkan nama 8 sahabat yang rapat dengan kamu?
sya,nurul,atim,nina,fatma,mai,azie,nana,fara..em ckp x??

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri?
ade sape2 nk tlg ke??

13.. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu ingin pergi?
mn2 la..nk sgt g holiday skang ni..=(

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
she is my best fren..member yg da lm sgt x jmp..miz u dear..

15. 8 perkara yang saya gilai.~
shawls
shoe
bags
comics
tenet
cats
earings(ni da krg skt0

16. Pelukan atau ciuman?
both

17. 8 buah buku yang paling baru di baca?
ten teachers OnG
hanbook of gynae
maybe baby
lawak kampus:log in

18. 8 lagu yang kamu boleh dengar berulang kali?
byk la..mls nk pkr..haha

19. 8 orang yang kamu mahu tag adalah???
sya yg demam
nurul yg fening
dekda
dila
pa'a
kak sue
dayah

COMPLETE TREATMENT

2009-04-11T09:46:00.002-07:00

i've my dental appointment last thursday..with my loyal dentist in future..huhu..she did filling to me..n that was the last filling for time being..huhu..n since it was just a small filling n she still had time..she did scaling to me..damn..i hate scaling..sakit+banjir+nyilu..byk alasan..da gigi x bersih..hahaha..

n i've completed my treatment for this year..my dentist said she wanted to review my TMJ case next year..i've a bit prob wif my TMJ..i've lock jaw..it is like u cannot close ur mouth when u open it to big..it is lock..huhu..if u want to know further pliz visit my dentist blog k..she know better than me..of course..huhu..luckily i have a got doc..she is very concern wif my condition..she will allow me to rest for some time n bear to do her work wif my small mouth..haha..

tq my lovely doc nurul for ur kind treatment..hehehehehehe..

HECTIC!!

2009-04-11T08:42:00.001-07:00

i've had a hectic weekend..too tiring+serabut..i felt like a robot..less sleep..more kaffein..

friday..
i woke up early than usually i do..seyesly..than i had lunch at cafe..i'm not sure when was the last time i ate at cafe during weekend..3rd year maybe??hahaha..seyes lame gile..usually i dont eat or just mkn 'angin'..hehe..

then i went to nurul's room to do my pamplet cfcs kentut for my patient..huhu..br nk wat..cam hampeh kan..argh lantak la..haha..after lepaking with sue n nurul i went to oncall at labour room..that was my 1st time oncall in OnG..in OnG,u have to oncall from 6pm to 6am k..

so since i'm going to spend like 12 hours in labour room..i brought everything like tooth brush+paste,facial foam,small towel,deodorant,compact powder,books,mineral water..(n act there was a lot in my mind..haha)cam nk g jln2 plak..huhu..first few hours was abit boring coz all pt was on early stage..no drama..not interested..haha..em dkt kol9 br kes byk msk+kes yg mmg da nk labour..so we were busy with our pt..some are confidently wanted to conduct n some are confidently want to observe..n of course i'm the 2nd k..hehe..but when it come to stage of fully confident..i'm confidently wanted to conduct the delivery..i monitor the pt from the admission till the end..but i'm so frustrated coz i cannot conduct the delivery..waaaa sedey..doc tu wat x lyn when i say i want to do the cord traction..eiii grm ngan doc tu..huhu..=(..x kre nk grm gak..xpe la..byk lg peluang..(nada sedeh k..huhu..)

saturday..

we were too busy,too excited to conduct till we were not realized it was already 6 am..so cpt2 blk bilik nk tido..actually i'm not sleepy but felt really tired+body ache..standing for too long..i just slept for about 3 hours..coz i've already plan to go to my cfcs pt with farha..since she also wanted to visit her brother at tumpat..so we went together..u know i just ambushed my pt house..em psl pt ni..it is a very2 long story..mls nk cite..yg pntg sereng hendap ktorg berjaye gak..finally i get to meet her n settle some of my prob..some only..coz i still have 2 evidence to be done..very soon..huhu..another my last minute work..well i'm miss last min..huhu..so from bachok to tumpat to kb to tumpat to usm..a very long journey rite..smpi usm kol 630 n got msg from nurul..ajak kuar mkn..since my rent car end at 10pm,we went to tesco after maghrib..eating n shopping settle at 1030..

n now i still bloging..huhu..

i think i'm going to sleep late again tonite coz i've just took another kaffein..i thought i've a presentation tomorrow..n actually it is on monday..penat jer serabut..*sigh*..

silence

2009-04-05T07:22:00.001-07:00

it been a long time since my last post rite..so many thing to do..huhu..for this a long silence a few thing had happen..

i'm now in OnG posting..my last posting..time is flying really fast..in 6 more week i will end my 4th year..i hope i can pass all my posting..can't wait to CUTI!!!!walaupun kejap je..=(
i have pass my medical posting!!actually all my group members pass..i'm so relieced coz my MCQ is terrible..x penah tembak bodoh witout tgk soalan like in medical..i use to tembak-menembak..but a clever one..huhu..
this one is the important one..MAKE AN ATTENTION EVERYONE!!i'm now selling a shawls..hehehe..i have a plain and also corak2 shawls..the price is very cheap..n the materials is aesy to wear n of course beatiful..huhu..interested??u now where to find me..or just msg and i'll find u..

tag lagi

2009-03-20T09:20:00.000-07:00

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:noddy..diyana..yana..along..

MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:071086..021185..140108..

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:talk to him..korek tenet..bace EH!..n dreaming..

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:home sweet home..meet him..shopping with my shopaholic fren..n get what i want..

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:iPhone..celcom broadband..a sweet romantic dinner..em seketul kereta..=D

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:tido..lepak with my fren..gayut with my love ones..shopping!!(i really need one now..)

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:indon..paris..beijing..mekah..

FAVORITE DRINKS:white hazelnut coffee n milk hazelnut at noodle station..white coffee..teh beng satu..

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:hanset motorola..henset sony..purse..lip balm..camera sometimes..

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:green..brown..white..

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:the only shopping mall in kb, KB MALL!!summit prade..my home..my room..(bersawang da ni..haha)

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:my family..my cik abg syg..my good fren..people who love me..hehehe..

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:ntah..semua special..every single thing is meaningful for me..

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY
leya..kaksue..alang..semua y rajin..

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
i love tag..i'm boring rite now..i like wasting my time..sbb nurul tag..=P

panic atack

2009-03-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

now i'm having

palpitation
sweating
tachypnoiec
choking sensation(ni mmg slalu pun)
dizzy

full fill criteria A, 4 out of 13 symptoms..am i??

i'm having PANIC ATACK!!!

i'm panic coz i've exam this evening..

don't know what to study..more panic!!!

relax...breathing..kembung perut..kecut perut..huuuuuuu...

p/s: wish me luck everyone..

2009-03-16T11:12:00.000-07:00

I HATE CFCS....

KENTUT BACIN......

GRRRRRRRRR...

KL TRIP

2009-03-15T09:03:00.001-07:00

last week we went to kl as our rutine xvtv every year..huhu..but it was totally different from prev2 one..this time x ckp korum la..nurul was not around..rindu waktu mude2 dolu2..so sad..huhu..

we took a flight that friday morning..i woke up at 415am ok coz our flight was 645 am..i'm so excited coz that was my 1st time naik flight tau..sian kan..huhu..sya kt my excitedness terserlah..hahaha..what to do..i'm so excitd k..tp x puas la..1 hour only..too short..br nak feel da sampai da..huhu..

so then, we take a monorail to our hotel..after check in, we take a break,pray n took bath..then our first destination was lot10..after psg2 ktorg g pavilion n time square plak..so first day i just got 1 bag for me n movie..nothing much..back to the hotel n collapse..zzzzz

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2nd day-we check out aroud 11am..n straightly went to putra to get our ticket..luckily there was still have ticket for us..if not, smbung shopping one more day la..hahaha..then ktorg g our fav shopping mall mid valley..ktorg shopping,mkn,movie n shopping n shopping..huhu..tp x puas la..we a like rushed n not really enjoy our shopping trip this time..rs cam x nk blk lg ms tu..da la kt mid sale like crazy..so what i got for myself was a polo watch(i really need it),a shirt,a gift for him..tu je??skt kan..x puas la..seyes..

em ktorag tgk 2 movie..love matters n seven pounds..both are really interesting movie to watch..love matters is chinesse movie 18PL..only sya n i the only malay watch that time..lantak la..huhu..it is a comedy story but still have a moral value..while seven pounds is slow story..slow smpai terlelap mule2 tu..i keep kaco sya,bcoz i felt really sleepy at first sbb x phm..but then the story line is really interesting n differ from other movies..the story is about someone who sacrifice himself just to help other people..nk tau lg kn g tgk sndiri..a worth movie to watch..seyes..huhu..

time to go home..not home..time to go to usm back..except sya yg blk umah..huhu..

p/s:sya, our next trip??

i'll upload photo later..tenet kmbing ni x bape ok la..

cleaning time..

2009-03-13T12:25:00.000-07:00

uhuk2..

acchumm..

ish berabuk nyer blog ni..

bersawang da..

so it's cleaning time..

hehe..

tag5

2009-03-10T11:22:00.000-07:00

nurul sayang tag me again..

1.go to this site : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
2.answer all of the questions
3.once you have the answers, copy and paste them to your blog.
4.tagging your other friends is optional.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i'm tagging everyone who read my blog..just try..it is fun..

p/s: em it up to you to believe it or not..for me it just for fun..suke sgt buang ms wat bnd2 merapu cmni..hehe..

tag 4

2009-02-27T10:51:00.000-08:00

sy kn tag lg ngan nurul kentut..tgh boring x leh tdo..so let do it..

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYON
nope i think..my parent choose my name sbb cntk kot..plus mkna pun cntk..hehehe..

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
td siang..em tgk cite pe ntah..teremosi..x sedih pun..hahaha..

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
ye kot..it's not bother me..

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
beef steak..ngan black pepper sos..yummy..

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
ade..anak tekak..anak kucing..huhu..

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i guess so..

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
let me think..jarang kot..x smpai ati la..

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
yes..never undergone any operation..(mcm past medical hx plak..haha)

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
absolutely..i love do crazy thing..make me excited..

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
em i rarely take breakfast except at home..sbb slalu klm kabut x smpt..hehe..

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
no..cabut je la..too lazy..=D

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
vanilla n yam

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
ntah..i'm not agood observer..

15. RED OR PINK?
both..depends on mood..

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
obviously..kemalasan yg tiada tndingnya..

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
mohd najmuddin..i'm home rite now..so not missing my parent 4 the time being..but i'll soon..huhu

19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
blue with corak2 cartoon..no shoes..

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
anjing menyalak..seyes..

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
semua colour bleh x..i dont have my specific theme of colour..

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
freshness..

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
angah gedik..

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
i cannot say no..she reading my blog..hahaha..no offense..nurul is best fren ok..of course i do..

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
football..badminton..renang berirama..hehehe..

27. HAIR COLOUR?
red+green+blue..=P

28. EYE COLOUR?
torqouise..hahahaha..

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
saye x rabun..visual acuity 6/6..hehe..

30.FAVOURITE FOOD?
laksa asam..nasi lemak mama..

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
kalo sorg2 i prefer happy endings..saye penakut..huhu..

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
inkheart..1 month ago..

33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
sm ngan sua..blue wift cartoon2..

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer x best..winter pun x syok..suam2 kuku je la..

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
of course both..huhu..

36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
cheese cake n puding custard..

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?

i hope everyone..

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
x tau..huhu

39.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?

utopia..semalm..hr ni bz x mmbace lg..

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?

xde muse pad..hehe

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?

smlm last skl tgk american idol

42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?

em pe ek????

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?

rolling stones kot..

44. WHERE IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
klantan............................

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
ptg kuku without nail clipper..hehehe..

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
kangar perlis

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
everyone yg suda kene tag la..

and im tagging

sya my favourite singer..seyes..
dayah husin
kak sue
alang
pa'a

therapy..

2009-02-24T21:20:00.000-08:00

i'm so happy.....

i've received my shawls...

such a very2 good therapy..

ilang semua tension2..

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

weekend yg hampest

2009-02-21T08:55:00.000-08:00

em this is a longest n boring'est' ever..
bosan nk mati kering dlm blk ni..
semua org g bersukeria..blk,g jln2..
sya ngan nurul blk..rumate pun blk..
smpai ati diorg tggl kn aku sorg2..
aku gak yg kene tggl kt usm terchenta..waaaaaa

weekend ni semua bnd x jd..

hr khamis hr tu nk g ikt nurin aerobic..tp x jd sbb perut ni wathal..dysmenoria smpai guling2..
nsb bek mlm tu da ok..kalo x x lah anta nurul kentut blk..bestnye la die blk..huhu..

hr jumaat hr bertelur dlm blk..byk gak telur2 yg berjaye dieram..x kua blk lnsg..my besfren is roti..huhu..mlm tu nk lyn dvd syira..cite one mom n three dad..skali die ade sore tp x kua gamba..godeh2 pny godeh pun x leh gak..pastu gibap..try tgk kami the movie plak..skali gamba die terbalik da..asal la..semua x mnjadi..jd hampeh de la..waaaaaaaaaaa....

hr ni ok skt..g aerobic ngan ain..best gak aerobic kt tmpt wife dr zim tu..enjoy la..mlm ktorg kua mkn kt astonia(kalo x slp la)..mihun sup die masyuk giler..pas2 g kb mall tmn ain crk kasut..so mlm ni terisik gak la..xde la bosan gilerrr mcm mlm b4 ni..

b4 ni slalu rs cptnye da abis weekend..
but this nite i'm so relieve,finally 2morrow is sunday..
i think this is longest weekend ever..

tag 3

2009-02-14T09:58:00.001-08:00

kene tag lg..ngan sape lg kalo x nurul kentut..huhu

) Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse:)

2) Continue this game by tagging 7 other people.

sya gak..double tag
alang
pa'a
dayah
dekda
kak sue
dilla

.1.What have you been doing recently?

nothing..coz i'm so damn lazy..*sigh*

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

cam x penah je..melainkan bateri kong..die off sendiri..huhu

3.What happened at 10am today?

my routine holiday activity..sleeping n dreaming..hehe

4.When did you last cry?

last nite..kene marah ngan someone..sob3..=(..slah sendiri..pdn muke..

5.Believe in fate/destiny?

yup..

6.What do you want in your life now?

happier n richer..=D

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

kalo hujan pakai payung la kan..bes tu nk pakai pe lg..huhu

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?

bende plg berharga 4 me..tido..huhu

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?

????????

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?

byk sgt la..x tertulis..

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?

i love simple thing..ade ke org suke bnd yg complicated n berbelit2????

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

pusing2 tgk kiri knn..cam xde je..

13.What was the last movie you caught?

inkheart..ms kua ngan c die ari tu..best cite ni..

14.What are you proud of?

???????????????????????????????????

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?

sy pny soviet_19852000..awak nk online ke hr ni??=)....(5/6/07)

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?

takkan ade cinta yg lain..xde la kuat sgt..kuat duk diri sendiri denga da la..huhu

17.Do you have any nicknames?

noddy, diyana,yana,along..

18.What does the newest text say?

wei korg nk mkn pizza x..aku tau korg da mkn smlm..mn tau ko nk mkn lg ke??

19.What time did you go to bed last night?

4.00 am..

weekend jrg tido awal..tp last nite kre awal la gak..sbb pg td igt kn ade netball game..sekali ptg da..huhu

20.Are you currently happy?

yup..tolak pkr psl exam..huhu

21.Who gives you the best advise?

people around me who cares 4 me..thanks especially to my best fren merangkap penasihat peribadi..sya n nurul..=P

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

sometimes

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?

sape lg..c die..huhu

24.Is something bugging you now?

yup..

1.exam..this is last week 4 medical posting..

2.cfcs..argh..da stat migraine da..

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?

mlm ni td..ngan sya..

tp yg gelak nk pecah perut..ptg td ms men netball..da lm x have fun cm tu..syok sgt dpt men ngan batch mate..next time kt men lg ek..hehe..

p/s:saye sgt mls skang ni..sape ade jual ubat bg jd rajin???

tag lg

2009-02-14T00:03:00.000-08:00

em i've been tagged again by nurul fahizha..da lame da..tp ni br nak wat..hehehe..

1. Do you think you’re hot?

em ye kot..skang kn msim panas..hehehe..

2. Upload your favourite picture of you

3. Why do you like that picture?

ni gamba mase g kl thn lps..suke sbb cntk..huhu..

4. When is the last time you ate pizza?

mlm td..ngan nurul,sya n alia..first time mkn kt pizza dpn usm ni..

5. The last song you listened to?

em ntah la ek..da lm x denga radio ni..lm giler..mp4 rusak..sedey tul..

6. What are you doing right now beside this?

tgh tgk upin dan ipin..x tau la tuk kali yg ke bape..suke gile cite ni..comey..

7. People you tag?

mls nk tag sape2..aci x??hehe..

adverse caffein reaction

2009-02-10T13:10:00.000-08:00

waaaaa...
x leh tdo....ni mst sbb mnun nescafe 'keras' + kopi..
konon nk stay up coz nk study..bg energetic..

waaaaa....
esok exam..study pun x nsk da..
otak da penat..tp mt x pnt..
esok exam jd zombi la...
this is also adverse drug rxtn la kan..
unwanted effect of the drug....
i want to sleeppppppp.........

p/s:sape nk volunter bg saye tiru?????

once upon a time in kedah..(part 1)

2009-02-07T09:42:00.000-08:00

em as i promised..now i'm updating this spesel post..MY BEST FREN WEDDING..

disebabkan mls nk cite pnjg2..i just make a video for my lovely nurul..i hope u like it..coz this is

my first trial ok..x tau jdk ke x..

nway wish u happily ever after..hehe..

p/s:ok x??sebarang komen sile email yer..hehe..

ngantuknyerrr..

2009-02-03T13:00:00.000-08:00

huh..what am i doing rite now..

at 5 am when most people sdp berdengkur..

blk oncall td pnt giler..konon nk tido jap..ask my cik abg suh kjt after 30 min..n i think u can guess what happen next..i woke up 3.30 am..teringat solat yg blum disempurnakan..pastu crk psl keje IDA..then now ttgu subuh..bgs x..

mate ngtk tp kalo tido konpem xbgn..report x wat lg..satu huruf pun x type lg ni..arggh..mlsnye..x tau nk amik case ape..dr duk bloging ni baik wat report kan..tp kalo name nye noddy,mmg bdk pemalas..huhu..

ngantuk...zzzzz

kene tag

2009-02-02T20:45:00.000-08:00

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di bawah untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda

i've been tag by pengantin baru pn nurul fahizha fahimi..
she is my best buddy here in usm terchenta
first fren i make here in usm
first rumate
my dentist merangkap my shopping partner
die baru sahaje menamatkan zaman bujangnye dgn en. fairuz..semoge berbahagia smpai ke hujung nyawa..huhu
saye syg kamu..

3.Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.

my name is nur diyana bt md hadis.. people use to call me noddy, my family call me along
i'm 4th year medical student at usmkk kubang kerian..i 'love' usm..i always do..=P
eldest out of 3..i have 1 brother n 1 sister..
n i also have adik-badik agkt..didat,mico,merah n tompok..hehehe..
i'm 23 years old this year..da tue ke??xlg kan..
i'm double and not available..ht ku xde dicuri org..sori lor..hehehe..
i'm a very lazy gurl..malas dlm semua segi..malas study,malas bsh baju,malas kemas blk,mls ngaji,mls g wad round,mls semua la..tgh mencari penawar..huhu..=(
my hooby: berangan jd kaye, tido, blogging, main tenet,tgk tv or movie, makan, shopping cm org giler n lepak ngan sya..
x saba nak abis study walupun takut to be a doc coz x saba nk kua dr kelantan...saye nak duduk bawah ketiak mak saye!!
obsesses to cats, earings, accessories,shawls, shoes, bags, magazines..

i'm tagging :

sya busuk..my dr love..hahaha
dayah hussin..lm giler2 x jmp
dekda comel..
dila cun..
pa'a..johorian..hehe..

home...

2009-01-26T21:19:00.000-08:00

i'm home!!just came back from kedah this morning..
best sgt..semua da settle..alhamdulilah..
now my fren is puan nurul fahizha..huhu..
all story n pic i'll update later k..so lazy n tired la rite now..

terexcited plak..

2009-01-22T02:07:00.000-08:00

tonite we r going to sg. petani kedah..

i'm so excited..this is my first experienced..my best friend's wedding...nurul fahizha fahimi..huhu..can't believe it actually..this is it..2 more days to go..n u know what i'm the one who nervous..seyesly..x pasal2 je kan..hehehe..

tau x??nurul is my first fren at usm..my first roomate..my dentist..my shophalic partner..my best fren forever..touching plak..huhu..dlu ms 1 blk ngan die..she always remind me to bring this n that..ganti my mom..(ttb tringat sbb tgh mabuk packing brg ni)..that why i think she married first..haha..huhu..i'm so happy for u dear..=)

kucing pun kawin..huhu..

i got A!!!

2009-01-18T09:09:00.000-08:00

waaa..

i got A..my first A in 4th year..in ORL posting..em feel so happy..my mama also very2 happy..coz my prev2 posting i alwayz get lowest among other..almost lowest la..my result always ckp2 mkn..

so at least this result will encourage me to do better..bring me up again..hrp2 nye result best camni akan istiqamah la hndaknye..

despite other depressing thing now(No money)..at least this make me smile..huhu..

so i better study now rather than blogging i suppose..huhu..

p/s:sya aku cilok gamba ko..halal ek..hehe..=)

BENGANG!!

2009-01-15T21:29:00.000-08:00

hr ni aku bgn awal skt dr bese2..seawal mn tu bia aku sorg je tau..pastu kol12 prt da rs lapa..g kafe..bajet da awal la kol 12 kan..sekali g kafe manusia ramai giler mcm pesta..main kafe tu je bkk..nurani pun x bkk..patut la ramai sgt..

diorg ni x penah pkr ker kesian kat bdk usm ni..kalo semua ttp ktorg nk mkn pe..lain la kalo ade kete..bleh la mkn nasi kakwok ke kak mar ke..huhu..kol12 tu da xde lauk da..ade pun tggl saki baki..cam sedih jer saki baki ek..so aku pun mkn nasi ngan lauk pedal msk pe ntah..cm rendang..nasi tu pun tggl last korek2 da..sayur mmg da xde lnsg la..aku pun g bayar..

makcik kafe: RM 2.50
me: aaaa(nganga)..saye amik pedal jer..2.50 ke??em x pe lah kalo 2.50 pun
makcik kafe: (tgk blk nasi aku) em 2 ghiya 2 ghiya la..(mk cam bengang)

aku pun wat bodo bayar jer 2 ringgit..aku ke die yg ptt bengang..mahal nak mampus..cekik darah..mentang2 la die jer yg bkk..nak wat demanding plak..korg rs logik x 2.50..kalo slalu kt mkn ns+ayam@ ikan+sayur pun br 3 ringgit..ni kan ns ngan pedal jer..eii mmg x ptt..

selalu2 aku wat x kesah jer..tp skang ni duit da nipis kan..kene ksh la..duit jpa ni pun satu hal..ble pkr2 bleh tensen tau..sedih ek idup x de duit ni..menunjuk kan betape pntg duit idup zmn skang ni..JPA, bendahari usm!!!tlong la kesian kat ktorg ni..cpt la masuk duit..arghhhhh.....

ntah psal nta yg aku bengang sgt..=(

nasi ciput+pedal &hati

cendawan grg gnt sayur(ni beli asing)

mee racun..

2009-01-10T01:34:00.000-08:00

last 2 days we went to bp..initial plan was to watch movie but due to some problem,we dont..huh..it been almost 4 month since our last movie..lme kan..so then to pujuk him we went to karoake..at last..die da byk kl sgt ajk tp x pnh gi..so dis time i serrender..hehe..die mst serik nk ajak pasni..huhu..after melalak sejam we went to eat something..n we dicided to eat mee racun which i wanted for long time..mee racun..sound really scary rite..hehehe..it was so delicious n really2 kill me..best sgt..i choose a special one which have chicken and dgg kambing..for those who love to eat kmbing u should try..seriusly..n i think it is only available at johor specifically batu pahat..so u are welcome to batu pahat..hehehe..

em home is equal to rest n relax..no books..no note..so i dont study at all..bgs kan..what i do is melepak kat kedai mama,internet n tv..interesting rite..huhu..i have to go back to usm this nite..n actually i'm rushing rite now to packing n ready..hate this moment so much..i dont want to go back..huhu..=(

happy new year..

2009-01-01T12:46:00.001-08:00

long time no blogging rite..not in mood coz tenet yg lembap..huh this is what we call apex u??still wonder..forget it..
em just wanna wish everyone happy new year..hope live will better in the future n get want u want..n what is ur new year resolution??mine??still thinking rite now..not sure yet..just one thing for sure is saye nak jadi rajin!!!!!nmpk senang je kan..tp seyes susah giler,for me la..i hope i can do that..wish me luck..hahaha..

siaran tertunde

2008-12-23T00:58:00.000-08:00

em finally..alhamdullilah tenet da ok da..x keruan idup xde tenet ni..hahaha..disebabkan 2,3 hr lps tenet hampes..so story mory jd tertunde..huhu..

21/12/08
huh..result surgery posting yg da brkurun finally kua gak..igt doc nak wat kenang2an..alhamdullilah..everybody in my group pass..but i'm a bit sad..coz my mark ckp2 mkn jer..borderline..n i think i'm the lowest in my group..trk nye..bkn x bersyukur..bersyukur sgt..huhu

n at nite i call mama to tell my result n my feeling..huhu..mama ask me how can this happen..
mama:ssk ke??penat belaja??berangan eh??(that is just 1/10 of her Q.)
me:malas la ma..
mama:what??sejak ble plak jd malas ni??nape jd malas??
me:??????x tau...
mama:ishk mn bleh mls2..(n a lot more that i cannot remember each of them)

but i do remember the point..wa kne brainwash..actually i like it..coz it make me realize n back to the reality..mama xde la marah pun..just give a long advice..she touch everything from a to z..da lame x kene camni..it's good actually..nway i love..thanks mama..u are the wonderfull moms ever..syg mama..

p/S:mane nk crk anak, da kene bebel pun suke..hehehe..

22/12/08
diluah mati emak..ditelan mati bapak..penah korg rs situasi cmtu..situation where you have to choose..but both choices are suck..but no matter how u have to choose either one..have u experinced that..ireally want to know how do u handle it..coz my head is serabut giler2 rite now..

i'm hoping that in my head there some prog like defragmenter prog like in your computer..u do that when ur comp lembat cm siput or u want to organize ur comp kan..i want that prog in my head now..so i can organize my thought n work better and laju cm streamyx..so i can concentrate on my study..or at least i can delete any unwanted memory or thought or whatever thing la from my head..can i??huh..

i need to study..in peacefull n working brain cell..i have exam next week..i want to score..to do better than prev2 posting..to make my mama happy(so x kene brainwash..haha)..i think my head is going to explode..kebabom..hehe..

hai2 ORL,bye2 oftal

2008-12-14T09:51:00.000-08:00

hati ku senang bangat..exam oftal da abis..finally..huhu..walaupun jawab ntah pape exam clinical td kan..yg penting da lepas da..so just look forward no turning back..hehe..

n welcome to ORL posting..for 3 weeks..new things..many things to learn..in just 3 week..hope this will be another interesting posting to go..chaiyuk!!

p/s:best gile smlm dpt kua ngan nurul ngan sya..just like old time..huhu..best bangat..pasni kt kua shopping plak ek..the real one..hehe..=P

x nak balik!!!

2008-12-08T02:08:00.000-08:00

waaaa..bencinye..i have to go back to usm terchenta tonite..jap je lg..kol730..actually the reason i go back early coz we have clinical exam on wednesday morning..utk mengelakkan ape2 hal cam banjir ke..bas rosak ke..so better for me if i go back a little bit early..then last thursday Dr siti,our examiner call me..she said that she had to postpone our exam to next sunday..bazir je la blk awal ni..*sigh*

da la x puas lg duk umah..lg pun ni kan raye..sedihnyee..
nway selamt hari raye aidiladha to everyone..huhu

bas rosak lagi!!!!

2008-12-02T09:40:00.000-08:00

it's been a week or more since my last updated..coz last week i went to ipoh n last 2 days my life was a little bit serabut..due to ticket problems..i alwayz have problem every time i want to go home..i dont know y..huhu..but everything is settle n i'm going home this thursday..hooray!!!

actually that not the main point..i just want to share my last weekend which is more exciting..huhu..last week my family n i go to a vacation..x jauh pun..ipoh jer..tp syok bcoz spent time lepak2 with family..best pe..em i think it was more like a reunion..bcos i went from klantan,angah from kl and my parents n adik from home..family reunion..huhu..thursday morning, intan volunteered to sent me to langgar..we plan to go at 815 since my bus was at 9. am..so that morning he came to my room as usuall..know what..at time she came i still sleeping with dream..i was like terkejut nak mati ble bgn tu..n then i realized that i'm overslept.. plus my bag was not packing yet at that time..kelam kabut gile..just grab anything i can put it on my bag..n hoping that i have pocket doremon..so i can counterclockwise the time..huhu..n i went to langgar x mandi..hahaha..padan muke..luckily sempat sampai tepat2..credit to the driver..huhu..

dlm bus, mmg tido jer..x bgn2 sampai kat grik..then after meals and prays..at around 2 pm bus continue our long journey..suddenly the bus cannot be move.. sekat2 x leh jln..at first i though maybe bcoz bus masuk lopak..driver try so many times still cannot move..*sigh*i think u know what happen..BUS ROSAK!!arghhh..benggang gile..that was my 4th or5th time experienced the same thing..really hate it..asal la asyik2 aku je y jdk mangse keadaan..sbb x mandi pg kot..hehehe..we wait there for the mechanic for 3++ hours..imagine how long we all waiting like crazy..what i'm done is eating,sleeping n eating n nganga..huhu..finally bus can mve again..if not i think we have to wait for other bus plak..at around 8pm i safely arrived at ipoh..lege...

overall our holiday was fun n exciting although we only visited few places only..we went to callie castle, night safari n lost world of tambun..best..bcoz i went with my family..that is the most important thing..huhu..

moral of the story is planning n preparation is important..huhu..

i'm falling in love

2008-11-26T03:39:00.001-08:00

*sigh*..i'm never feel like this before..i'm really2 falling in love..huh i hope this feeling will last forever or at least as far as i'm a madical student..what??ya la..i'm falling in love in oftalmology posting..hehehe..btul la kate sya dr mate turun ke ati..huhu..i never feel happy like this morning during our clinic session..previous posting,i hate clinic giler..so boring..nothing much to do..just tercongok denga what patient complaining..n if i'm lucky i can get interesting finding from examine the pt..but most of the time we or better said me, just standing there being a good observer..hahaha..u know i'm not a kind of proactive student like others..n x saba2 nk blk..dtg pun sbb attendance jer..ble abis lege giler..huhu..

totally difference with oftal..syok sgt sampai x sedar da kol 2 lbh..seriusly,if we don't have any class this afternoon maybe ktorg duk je stu smpai ptg..hehehe..it was really enjoyable esp if u can do oftalmoscope plus u get the finding..mmg best la..i feel like to lompat2 kalo jmp finding yg menarik2 ni..tp x patut la kan..very unethical..huhu..n extra syok coz our doctor is very kind..everytime we ask anything..even the Q seem 'kurg bijak' he will answer just like that..xde la kene tny balik kan..(like other doc in other posting)huhu..he teach us alot..huh..i hope i have more time for clinic..but unfortunately we have only 2 session general clinic + 1 laser clinic for every group..da la oftal posting 3 mggu jer..why ar nice thing will not last long..=(

love your eyes..

2008-11-25T08:38:00.000-08:00

my vision back to normal..i feel good..actuallly smlm lg da ok..pg2 tu bgn rs lega coz it was totally back to normal..today we went to OT to observe the surgery in oftalmology..we been in OT for around 8 hours..giler x..kalah surgeon..huhu..today we have 5 surgery all together..but i only menonton 3 surgery..1 was cancel and the other one, at that time we had our lunch..same procedure..mls nk tgk..i think among other surgery,oftal is most relax one..surgeon just sit there and operated through their microscope,only using small green area..not much sound(bunyi ktung ktang cam ortho)..just nice,syok sampai tetido..u know what..today due to a very long day in OT..i felt really2 tired and sleepy..during our last surgery..i just cant handle to stand anymore..i just sat on the floor..suddenly i saw one nurse smilling and laughing at me..rupe2nye..i fell asleep..hahahah..x penah org wat tido dlm OT..huhu..ngeri la tgk eyes being operated..eyes is a very sensitive organ right..ade habuk pun da x selesa..camne la rase ade suture plak ek..

i cant imagine how it fell when u loss ur vision..sedih giler kan..br blurr kjap pun da bising2 da..huhu..so moral of the story..sayangi la mate anda..=D

ni la mate yang kene dilate hari tu..

nmpk x??very dilated pupil..

my normal left eyes yang x dilate..

gamba ni nak suh compare..but it seem to small la..

tp nmpk R eyes tu more darker kan..

welcome to oftalmology..

2008-11-23T01:38:00.000-08:00

today is my first day in oftal posting..so far so good..everything seem to be very interesting although this is going to be very compac posting..nothing much we have learn today..since this our first day,so it is like an orientation day la..we had learn how to take history taking which is a little bit diff and also learn how to use direct oftalmoscope..from theory part, seem to be very easy like mkn kacang..but when it comes to practical part it is very though..this evening we have a hands on session on oftalmoscope..we have to divide ourself in four group..and each group should have at least 2 volunter to dilate their pupil..so that everybody can practice easily..

unfortunately, i'm the choosen one since my eyes is normal,not using lens or glasses..actually it is dilated using LA and myadrcil (if im not mistaken) eyes drop..at first, of course im scared..but then it was ok la..not painful pun just a litlle bit discomfort and blurred..i remember when first we have to close the light, i feel like pelik gile..coz it was really obvious i can felt my one eye is bigger than the other one..until now my right eye is still blurred..especially under bright light..because normally your pupil will constricted in the bright light..the effect is lasted until 6 hours..so around 9pm i should be back to normal..but now i have to use my left eye n closed the right eye baru bleh nmpak clear..so x leh study la..hahahaha..

the best part is.. today i can see clearly aroud 4 pupil..i can appereciate the disk,cup disk ratio,and also blood vessels..so happy..hehehe..thanks to my cooperative friends..huhu..

p/s:ade gamba nk upload..tp tenet benggong.next time eh..

TAG GAME..

2008-11-20T11:09:00.000-08:00

I been tagged by cik nurul syg..this is my 2nd time being tagged but 1st time in to it..huhu..seb baik la skang ni buhsan..

Try to answer it as good as you can
Every question is referring to ONE person

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
my love

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
he loves me..huhu..
pandai amik ati my family
he cares about me
lots of suprises
n he always there for me..

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
every moment wif him kot..huhu

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you.
em byk la..=P

5. If he/she become your lover, you will...
love him forever..chewah..huhu..insyaallah..

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
camne nk jwb ni..(garu kepala)

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on...on his/her
merajuk..jgn kuat mrjuk ek..hehehe..

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
hopefully not..

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
skang ni teringin nk tgk movie sesame..da lame la since last one..*sigh*

10. The overall impression of him/her is..
love him the way he is

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
mane la saye tau..

12. The character of you for yourself is?
degil

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
i'm the laziest person ever kot..huhu..

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
i love who i'm am now..tp nk byk pulus..bleh x??

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.
i like u to..=D

16. Ten people to tag:
alamak sy x ramai kwn la
sya
noorole(soli lor)
dekda
alang
pa'a
rai
dila

em tu jer..aci x??

17. Who is no.2 having a relationship with??
x yah ckp la..semua org tau..hehehe..

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
female

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
skip..x ckp org..

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
skip gak..

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
medic..doc to be..

22. Is no. 4 single?
em i'm not sure..go ask her..huhu..

23. Say something about no. 6 and 9..
no 6 is someone i miss..lm x jmp..

lega..

2008-11-19T08:52:00.000-08:00

huh..finally..im so relieve..da abis exam..walaupun exam cam hampeh..i don care coz im done..huhu..dis is the end of ortho posting..this 2 week was really2 serabut and busy..bese la end of posting..br nk kalut wat report..full the log book..study last minute for exam..and plus kn wat seminar for this week..so many thing to be done.. and finally its over..for this posting la..de same cycle will start again with next posting..my next posting is oftalmology..first week men2,blur..smpai 5 week..n then final week br nak kelam kabut..em oftal have only 3 week..so i have only 2 week to play2..huhu..bosan la hidup camni..*sigh*

but actually i love orthopaedic posting..i love doing POP to patient,i love doing dressing and i love oncall at A&E..i love everything la..huhu..i hope i can be ortho surgeon..emmm???

bye2 ortho..no more smelly diabetic foot..sob3..huhu

berbaloi..

2008-11-06T00:21:00.000-08:00

em i'm home..last minute decision..tp dis time blk naik train..murah pun murah. tkt train bertolak lmbt skt..smpat g archery dlu..pastu amik yg ade katil..tido puas giler..smpai pakcik KTM tu kjt..nsb bek x terlepas smpai sgapore..hehehe..semua org tny "u da cuti ke skang ni".."blk bape lm ni??".." x la. blk 3 hr je.."..semua org pelik..blk 3hr je from kb to bp..cam dekat je ek..tak berbaloi..ish berbaloi per..bleh jmp family..dpt tgk anak kcg yg baru lhr tu..dpt tgk kedai baru mama..yg penting dpt release tensen..em x berbaloi lg ke tu..ok sgt kan..da la td dpt msg,'grand round ari ni cancel.prof zulmi ade meeting'..hahaha..lagi la rs berbaloi gile2..huhu..

waaaa...

2008-10-28T10:10:00.000-07:00

huh..this is my third week in orthopaedic posting..but as ussuall still blur..patutnye msk 3rd week mkn bjk..ni tny pasal fracture agak nye pun terkedek-kedek nk jawab..sdeh tul la..tp slh sendiri..sape suh 'rajinnn' sgt..huhu..i'm in OORU team..ngan sya(lagi..hehehe..xpe sya..aku suke..),nurin ngan kak hana..OORU ni ape??oncology and reconstructive..so semua patients yg ade tumour ngan implant under team ni..tp kdg2 patient mva-fracture pun undre team ni gak..so patient team OORU ni sgt2 la ramai..dan akibat nye..ktorg akan melalui pagi yg sgt pnjg dan letih mase wad round...bosannye..lg2 ble kene tny soalan..pastu xleh jwb..pndai2 la wat muke kesian br doc x mara..yeke..huhu..tp yg best nye ortho ni jadual x pack..attendace pun xde..so nk g ke x nak ke ikot suke..tp disebabakan satu team ade 4 org jer..doc da cam..x lah lari gak..huhu..log book pun xde la byk sgt requirement..tp bbdk ni kate surgery lg best..diorg x suke ortho..ntah la..hak individu nak suke ke tak..kan??huhu..

hari tu oncall da kene basuh ngan doc..(name dirahsiakan..belajar dr pengalaman..huhu..)..bsh ngan clorox siap..insaf la kejap..pastu da blk bilik camtu gak..asyik kene mara,kene perli pun x reti2 gak..da immune kot ek??td kat klinik kene mara gak..sbb dok wad dressing kt blk rawatan.

doc:mane kwn2 awak yg len ni
nodi:em ade doc kat sini..blk rawatan kot
doc: watpe kt blk rawatan tu..awak kn nk jd doc..bkn nk jd nurse..lecturer awak kat sini..sane tu sape ade
nodi:*gulp*tp kene isi log book doc..lg pun best ape dressing..huhu..(tp ayat ni dlm ati jer...nak mampus ckp cmtu..hahah)
doc:g pggil diorg..

ala duk klinik bosan la..berdiri cm pemerhati pe jer..kat blk rawatan tu byk procedure..bleh isi log book..tu yg penting pun..huhu...em mmgu ni suppose kene anta report..tp mlasssssss sgt2 nka wat..khamis ni kene anta..br smpai HOPI..hehehe..

P/S: sape kat sini ade amik upah wat report..sila hubungi noddy di nombor yg bleh dihubungi ye..upah lumayan..

going home

2008-10-15T01:31:00.000-07:00

it been so long since my last post..syndrome biasa la..syndrome mls+busy(ye ke..huhu)..whatever pun i'm going home tonite..yea2..br 2 mggu kat sini da homesick da..coz i'm still in raye mood..today is 15 oct so it's mean 15 syawal..still in bulan syawal..nk g blk beraye..sbb hr tu raye perlis..so this time raye johor plak..huhuhu..nk g marhaban..syok nye..

tp kene g ko-k dlu..beg pun x kms lg..ala MALAS la......help me..huhu

balik kampung!!

2008-09-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

em home sweet home..lega sgt..huhu..pg semalam first time sahur ngan family..first time pose kl ni sahur nasi..hehehe..i'm so excited to shr wif my family..unfortunately,mama woke up a bit late..so we had to rushing2 bfore azan..huhu..nsb baik smpt..n today i'm breaking fast with 'Him'..hehe..the actually plan,nak buke mee racun,,tp nsb krg baik..kedai ttup..kempunan la..huhu..mee racun tu pe??x tau..never try it before..that why i'm so excited today..huhu..

tommorrow we'll have a very2 long journey to go..we are going to perlis..tempat tumpah drh ku..hehe..balik kmpg..i cant wait..miss my grandparent so much..hopefully everything will go just fine..doakan supaya ktorg slmt sampai ek..since i'm going to kampung n no internet there..so i like to wish all of you selamt hari raye..maaf zahir batin..semoga syawal kali ni lebih bermakna..

x saba nye..

2008-09-26T01:50:00.000-07:00

em jap lg kol530 ain nk anta g langgar..huh x saba nk blk sgt2 da ni..sedih semua org da blk..tggl sorg2 kat sni..mmg x best..usm ni rase sunyi giler..x penah rs camni coz slalunye blk on time or terawal sehari..huhu..pape pun selamat bercuti to everyone..n selamat hari raye..maaf zahir batin deh..

bersedekah

2008-09-24T00:57:00.000-07:00

yea2 just 6 more days to raye..can wait..cant wait to go home actually..miz my mama,babah,my cats n home..just 2 more days to go home..so its mean 6 more days we'll leave ramadhan..em ramadhan selalu dikatekan bulan ibadah..cukup ke ibadah kt??better than last year or worse than years..judge it yourself..but i think for me,this years not so good as years2 before..4th year ni always busy,always tired, n mulut always cakap penat..huhu..i have mizz my terawih..coz busy kejar kan oncall..i have to complete 12 times for oncall round..i need 2 more..hopefully 6 last ramadhan, i'l do something better..isi mlm2 terakhir ni ngan ibadah n amalan2 yg baik..

ha, semalam ade drma darah perdana..g x??tu pun kre bersedekah tau..kre ibadah gak kalo btul niat..happy sgt2 coz finally yesterday i can donate my blood..actually ade tpu skt..my haemoblobin level was 11.9..it supposed to be more than 12 br qualified to donate..luckily the person there was very kind to wrote 12 in my form..so then i'm qualified..hehehe..walaupun selalu failed dr berjaye..yg penting niat..huhu.. i always feel palpitation when it comes to check my Hb..i always pray that it will come out as 12 or more..most of the time i'll be frustrated coz my lowHb..i fell frustrated when sya (yg selalunye mmg bleh donate) can donate her blood..i'll more frustrated if nurul also can donate her blood..i hate that feeling..hei my blood types is O u know..universal donor..why u dont want mine..huhu..i love donating my blood..why??i also dont know..i feel happy when i saw my blood flow through the tube..i feel happy when i saw bag filled wif my blood..i feel satisfied..happy..i have to take iron,folic acid..so that i can donate my blood again another 3 month n visit my favourite place,unit transfusi darah..hehehe..for those who never donate ur blood..go n try..it's not painful at all..believe me..every drops of our blood is very important to the patients..=P

ramainye manusia..

yea2 bleh donate..hehehe..

fushoo..syoknye..huhu

my blood is red..=P

sya muke excited..hehe..

nurul tgh tggu turn..mn nurul??

p/s:gamba x cantik sbb gune henset buruk..sori..

teki-teki gitu2 apek..

2008-09-18T09:52:00.003-07:00

i just found this teka-teki in 1 web site..try la kalo terer..hehe..

Teka-teki 1: Ape benda bila masuk segitiga bila kuar bergulung-gulung?
Teka-teki 2: Hitam dan berpeluh.. HA.. Ape2??
Teka-teki 3: Antara kapal terbang dengan kuih lepat liat, mana satu yang paling tinggi?
Teka-teki 4: Banyak2 kotak, kotak apa yang takleh angkat?
Teka-teki 5: Kenapa Penggali Kubur Gali Kubur Tak Pakai Selipar???Teka.. teka.. kalo terer
Teka-teki 6: Bulu bertemu bulu… kulit bertemu kulit… makin tambah rapat makin nikmat rasanyer!Jawablah kalau bijak sangat!
Teka-teki 7: 3 kepala, 6 mata, 8 kaki. Apakah bendanya tu?
Teka-teki 8: Masa dia hidup kita menyanyi, masa dia mati kita tepuk tangan.
Teka-teki 9: Scorpion kaler apa?
Teka-teki 10: Dalam banyak2 kera, kera ape yang pandai menaip???
Teka-teki 11: Ada sorang imam, tengah semahyang pastu ada sekor anjing lalu kat depan dia. Pastu dia jilat kaki dia, BATAL TAK AIR SEMAYANG IMAM TU???
Teka-teki 12: 4 orang awek cun berpayung dengan satu payung tapi nape tak basah langsung??

ha,leh jawab x..tau x jwpn die..ok lets check tul ke x..

Jawapan 1: Seluar dalam ler.. haha…

Jawapan 2: semut hitam tengah berjogging.. huhuhu

Jawapan 3: Kuih lepat liat la… sebab kapal terbang sampai langit je, tapi kuih lepat sampai lelangit!

Jawapan 4: Kotak penalti lah.. wawawa!

Jawapan 5: Selipar mana boleh buat gali tanah, guna cangkul lar… hue hue hue!!

Jawapan 6: Haah.. mulalah otak kuning, MATA lah jawapan nyer..!

Jawapan 7: Koboi naik kuda bawak ayam.

Jawapan 8: lilin masa sambut ‘EPI BESDAY’

Jawapan 9: Kala jengking lah.. senang pun takleh nak jawab!

Jawapan 10: Kerani(ade ke??huhu)

Jawapan 11: Mana batal sebab anjing tu jilat kaki dia sendiri!

Jawapan 12: Sebab tak hujan… aduhai! Dahlah malaslah nak tanya lagi… soalan bebudak pun takleh nak jawab!!

ha amacam..tul x jawapan korg..kalo tul semua,samade korg mmg terer or korg da tau soalan(x aci la..)huhu..

Guilty

2008-09-14T11:40:00.000-07:00

early morning today..at time everyone busy2 sahur..rs besalah gile2 kat seorg makhluk allah ni..i let this person suffered wif pain and me not helping at all..i let my fren suffered..my best buddy..i'm sorry sya..huhu..

this morning when i woke up at 5 am(tu pun after shira kjut)..ttbe rs cam trgerak ati nk tgk henset..terkejut gile ble tgk 1 henset wif 7 miscall and another one wif 8 miscall..what happen??rupenye sya vomiting+diarrhoea..she call me asked for help..but i just x sedar,unconscious at all,'dead sleep'..huhu..she try so many time to reach me but sia2 jer..sya kate siap reject call lg..seyes xsedar involuntary action..huhu..seb baik ade nurul..she just came back thi morning..so nurul n alia yg bwk sya g A&E..rs bslah sgt2..

pastu blk bilik x leh tido..my brain keep thinking why??why??asal bleh x sedar..slalu sedar jer..huhu..mcm2 pkr..tkt sya msk wad la..hehe..siap mimpi2 lg sya kene admitted..haha..maybe penat sgt kot..(ye la tu)..pape pun sya da nmpk ok skt..nsb bek AGE je n x kene admitted..huhu..

sya sekali lagi aku NUR DIYANA MD HADIS nak mintak maap..seyes aku x sedar lnsung akan segala tindak tanduk aku(reject call ko)..aku x niat wei..sori..cepat2 baik ye=P..jgn lupe mkn ubat..

puase = ujian

2008-09-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

COUNT DOWN!!
da 12 hr kt puase..so lg 18 hr la nak raye..huhu..

so its been 12 days i didnt write anything in my lovely blog..lmnye..huhu..
actually bln puase ni byk sgt dugaan..busy+penat..so i dont have time for blogging..pity me..huhu..i'm tired coz everyday i need to hunting..hunting cases..i 'love' hunting..ni semua pasal log book..i need to full log book..at least 70 short cases..byk kan..so after blk dr hunting trus g oren kafe bli mknn untuk buke..

blk jer bilik trus collapse..huhu..kol 630 br la nk bgn mnd, smayng..bgs kan..hehe..then g blk sya..buke pose ngan sya..at night oncall plak..for this week i've been oncall staight every night..seyes panat+bosan..kalo doc rjn,dia round lm2..kalo nsb baik kjp je round..then we go hunting again..some time very lucky we get a case but some time not..dpt penat merayap jer..hehehe..

that my rutin everyday..very boring..what to do..i'm boring medical student..huhu..ni la yg diname kan ujian di bulan ramadhan..so kene la tabahkan ati..byk2 saba..huhu..tp best gak posting surgery ni..coz no short or long case..just mcq n meq..so less stressfull compare to paed posting..n this weekend i have to do my case write up..mls nyeeeeeeeeee...anyone amik upah wat report x??????

p/s:miss my home so much..miss mama n babah..my cats..mama's cook..i miss rengit..huhuhu..

SALAM RAMADHAN

2008-09-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT BERPUASE TO EVERYONE
finally da msuk ramadhan..today is first day im fasting for this ramadhan..how my 1st da ha..em fine just a bit tired..biasa la name pun pose kan..n cam bese ade symptom2 lupe..alwaz forget that im fasting..nsb bek x mkn..huhu..

yesterday i got my 1st sahur dlm bas..very sad..just eat nasi wif ayam..bekal from home..really hope i can sahur wif my family=(..n actually i have miss my 1st n 2nd terawih..today i have oncall so still cannot go for terawih..hopefully dpt terawih pnh dis year..

one more thing that i alwayz miz is mama's cook during breaking fast..td pun just buke lauk bese2 je..x spesel pun..not like home..hr2 tkr2..waa nak buke kat umah..just my 1st day,already miz my home..huhu..

happy ramadhan n hopefully this ramadhan will bring along more bless n peace..

yea2..

2008-08-26T06:34:00.000-07:00

em da lame x tls pape kan..last week busy exam..plus internet not so good at my room..maybe something wrong wif my laptop..i think it should be reformat again..huh benci tul..

yee.tomorrow im going home...padahal br je blk..cm intan kate da 3 weekend x duduk usm ni..last 2 week i went to my lovely home..last week g kuantan..konvo someone..someone very special in my life..huhu..a very tiring weekend tp best..berbaloi kot..huhu..tgk org konvo rs cam best jer..seyes x saba nk grad..2 more years to go..huh lame gak tu..chaiyuk noddy..u can do it..

p/s:wa..i got flu..hate it..penat srok srek2..huhu..xde mood nk tls pnjg2..

KEPOMPONG

2008-08-08T00:23:00.000-07:00

em weekend yg bsn..just nk share 1 story i read in al-falah..rsnye ramai da bc kot..tp nak cite gak..huhu..i just love it..coz it make me realize..make me understand..meke me cry..

cite ni psal sorg budak ngan kepompong
bdk ni jln2 kat tmn pastu nmpk 2 kepompong..tgh die duk usha2 ttbe 1 kepompng tu grk2..rupe2nye 'bakal kupu2' dlm tu da smpai time nak kuar..kupu2 ngan susah payahnye..merobek,mengoyak,menhancurkan kepompong tu tuk kuar..dekat 1 jam br die dpt kua ngan jaye nye.."yes berjaye gak aku kuar",kata si kupu2 dgn bahagianye..die pun trbg la ngan kepak yg cntk tu..huhu..

ttbe kepompong yg stu lg td pun grk2 gak..da smpai time die plak kot..pastu bdk kecik td pun terfikir.."baik aku tlg die.cepat skt.xde la seksa + susah payah die nk kua."bdk kecik td bermonolog..huhu..die pun g la koyak kepompong nk bg kupu2 td kuar ngan senang-lenang la kononnya..baik bdk ni kan..huhu..

ttbe..jeng jeng jeng
kupu2 tu x terbang, tp jatuh tergolek kat atas tanah..x larat nk terbang..bdk td pelik..asal plak kupu2 ni..kepak die skt ke..luke ke..asal die x terbang..

agak-agaknye kenapa die x lrt nk terbang..sdg kn td die x bersusah pyh pun.sng2 je dpt kua..n knape plak kupu2 yg 1st td dpt terbang..padahal die da pnt da..ha, nape ek??

hdup kite pun mcm la kupu2 ni..cume kdg2 kt x sedar..kite slalu nak senang, x nak susah2 kan??perasan x ble kite diuji oleh Allah.. kte mengeluh,marah,geram,stress,tension,nangis...tnp kite sedar semua tu sebenarnye nk jd kan kite lg kuat da gagah perkasa..cam la kupu2 yg 1st td..supaya die bleh trbang tggi..kte pun x nak jd mcm kupu2 yg 2nd tu..lum pape da jatuh menyembah bumi..kt biasa denga org ckp..org y slalu diuji tu maksudnya Allah syg kat die..mcm zmn para nabi dan sahabat dulu..

ala mcm pepatah la yg berenang2 tu..hehe..lg pun rsnye lg best kalo kt dpt something tu atas usaha kt sendiri..rs cam lg syok..lg best..dr dpt free2 je..xde feel..tul x??ke x ??..huhu..so dpt x moral of de story..cam story telling plak..huhu..actually bercerite ni tuk igt kan diri sendiri..dan member2 especially 4th year meden..n cite ni xde kene2 mgena2 sma ade yg msh idup atau pun yg sudah xde..huhu..sm2 la kte merobek semua bntuk kesusahan..menebalkan diri kena mara..supay finally kte ble pakai DR depan nama kte..n berkhidmat tuk masyarakat(cam poyos je)..hehe..chayuk!!

A TIRING WEEK

2008-08-05T07:42:00.000-07:00

this is a 5th week in paediatric posting..which mean is the last week before exam...what???arghhh..alot of thing not done yet..a lot of procedure..5 more presentation to go..study some more for exam..role play for tomorrow( i hate this)..huh..i really hope that i have a lot more time..huhu..among all, the presentation is the 'best' part..to get the history..to clerk the patient is not so difficult..u just to ask the patient or parent if patient is very small..age la i mean..to present the cases is not easy..i have to kumpul all energy + confident(y memeng krg)..n then kena crk doc which is seem to be less busy n approach..n u know most of the doc is very2 busy..huhu
n this week i have present 3 cases in 3 days..n actuall i present 2 cases today..wah..i', impresed wif myself..hehe..to reach the target..i have to just bedal je..wat muke x malu n approach doc..even the scariest doc pun..i just so desperate to get all their priceless signature..kene marah..kena bebel..just be like titubation patient..huhu..the important is their signature..sound very desperate rite..i just feel some kind of thing that push me very hard to did all dis..
huh just 6 days left before this posting end..5 more cases to present..so, it means that i have to present at least 1 cases per day..wow..superb nodi..hahaha..

p/s:hopefully ape y prof choo ckp tul la..that i have a good luck..hehehe..
wish me luck!!

penat

2008-07-29T07:25:00.000-07:00

aku x da lrt
da x mampu nk tanggung
ht aku skt sgt
cam2 aku rase..
pas satu..satu lg dtg
rs cam da tertanggung lg..
rase cam nak meletup..
i'm so tired...
help me..
help me pliz.pliz..

ya allah kau tabah kan la hati hamba mu ini..
dalam menghadapi semua dugaan mu..
sesungguhnya aku hamba mu yg lemah ya allah..
amin..

YOKUK

2008-07-26T11:00:00.000-07:00

em hr ni weekend..hr tuk bgn lmbt..heheh..tp hr ni xleh bgn lmbt..bkn sebab oncall tp sbb ktorg da janji nk wat keje amal..keje amal??huhu..dr Hans mntk tolong ktorg gotong royong kat YOKUK..YOKUK ni yayasan orang kurang upaya kelantan..pg td bgn ttbe rs cam,'asal la ko ni rjn sgt nodi..kalo x kan bleh tdo'..tp cepat2 aku nyah pmikiran tu dr otak ni..hehehe..so YOKUK here we come..

skali tggu pny tggu 7 org je yang gi..hampes tul bdk2 ni..x nak wat keje amal ke..dapat pahala free tu..huhu..x kesah la..smpai kat sn ade la lg diorg pny org2 yokuk kot..x watpe pun..tlg sapu2 daun2..sapu2 rumput..sbab diorg ade majlis besday 31 hb ni..tu yg kene bersih2 kan tu..abis wat keje pe lg mkn la..tu yg best pun..keje x sebapa mkn je yg lebih..da xde keje kan, nak wat camne..hehe..

em mlm ni plak kene wat report..tgh wat actually tp otak da blur la..tlis blog x blur plak ek..kalo la wat report ni cam wat blog je kan bgs..ikut suke aku je..arghh serabut la..k la nak kene siap kan mlm ni gak..

chayuk noddy!!!

intan ngan farha wat2 rajin..

rajin nye budak ni ..anak sape la ni..

tolong pasang khemah..

wa gagah perkasa nye aku..kua muscle trk khemah ni..

CIM CUM

2008-07-24T10:46:00.000-07:00

finally...dpt gak g mkn cim cum..x penah lg g tau..sian kan..ktorg g smlm..sbb duit JPA da masuk..yeeaaa...hehehe..n aku yg drive..stlh sekian lm x drive..huhu..em cim cum ni cam steambot la..best..ktorg mkn sampai nk pecah perut..x tau la bape round..pasni kite g lg ek..=p

nurul tgh khusyuk memilih..

1st round..

sya+alya wat muke teruja..hehe

2nd round..mkn byk..huhu

nak??

me n nurul

muke da kenyang tp kena abis kn..

tinggal kerak je..finish..

bekorban..

2008-07-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

hari ni 1st time aku miss Sindarela..x penah miss tau b4 ni..semua nye ssb kena oncall..da la hr ni pack gile..blk ptg td pun da kol 6 pastu x dpt tgk my favourite cite plak..frust tul..tp tu la yg dinamekan pengorbanan..ye ke??huhu..

tp ml ni aku dpt 2 signature tuk log book..1 tuk nebuliser n 1 lg present case..suke nye..finally aku dpt present case..xde la kosong lg..hehe..x sia2 aku 'bekorban'..walaupun history cam hampeh tp doctor baik..dpt gak sign..2 je motif pun..huhu..so aim hr ni kre berjaye la..horray!!!

hopefully a good sign 4 tomorrow..

my mood

2008-07-21T03:07:00.000-07:00

blk wad td jln sorg ttbe..

aku rasa MARAH+STRESS+SEDIH+GERAM+RISAU+SERABUT...
plus mcm2 lg la..semua nya bercampur baur..gaul sebati cukup perasa..huhu..
x tau la..posting ni xde la susah gileer..tp susah gak la..tp ade ke bnda yg "senang" dlm medical ni..huh..aku pun xleh explain perasn aku tu..byk sgt..haha..pape pun aku kena jugak terus kan..suke tau pun x..kan??

em tp lepas bli 100 plus kat kedai cik din..ttbe..

aku rase energetic..bersemangat..da kurang serabut..x kan sbb 100 plus ni kot..huhu..
dlm ati ni berkobar..
ttbe aku mcm denga suare halus..
"ko bleh la nodi"
"org lain bleh xkan ko x bleh"
"chayukk nodi!!!"
berhallusinasi kah aku..ahaha..

aku pun dengan semangatnye..blk terus duduk kat meja..
bukak laptop..menaip..
membebel dlm blog..hehehe..
ok pe at least aku x la wat bnd2 yg x sepatutnya lps rase down+stress..
n aku ade plan..aku plan lps ni nak..

1.theraphy - EZORA (membantu ma)
2.study pasal transient wheezing
3.study pasal broncial asthma
4.organize case
5.esok nk present case n clerk new case..

wah semangat nye..bleh jd ke ni..kt tgk esok k..
daaaa

2008-07-18T09:24:00.003-07:00

hai..

i should write this thing yesterday..tp da tertido..huhu..so i write it today..

smalam after class wif dr.zilfalil regarding abnormal baby we going out..to kb mall..intan tny ktorg nk g tak..n ktorg for sure say yes..ms dlm class rs cam bijak je..coz bleh jwb..hehe..sbb da trbaca plus dpt tgk real patients..mlm b4 tu aku ngan sya g menyebok kat nicu( b4 ktorg diarah kn kua ngan terhormat 4 de 2nd time)..n ade 1 baby tu br je admitted..baby tu ade Edward Syndrome..ingat kan case ni rare, x sangka dpt tgk real..de features of de syndrome very obvious..so hopefully i can remember forever ..for my future purposes..sian baby tu coz in book it stated that baby will survive only for few days or weeks..*sigh*tp kite manusia hanya mampu mrncang kan..aku x smpt lg nk g tgk baby tu..

em back to b mall..hehe..ktorg x g mn pun..first thing mkn dulu sbb perut da lapa gile..hem nk g mkn kat ne ek..aku kate noodle station tp sya kate rasa mas..guess who win..disebabkan aku baik ati,aku bg sya mng..hehehe..so aku pun order la set yg ade ikan msk tomyam..sbb x penah try lg..ok la..tp set tu xde sayur so aku pun try sya pny..i hate taugeh..tp smlm aku mkn taugeh..haha..rs cam pelik plak..tp rs die lain la..x mcm rs yg wat aku benci taugeh..maybe cara die msk tu kot..i don know..

i eat taugeh???

my set..tp da separuh br teringat nk amik pic..

BCG!!

2008-07-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

Huh,letihnya hr ni..hr ni hidup aku dihantui stu ksh ni..aku asyik duk teringat je..em dan aku rs bnda ni smpai ke tua kerepot pun akan sgr dlm otak aku ni...huhu..menyayat hati tul ksh ni..

Alkisah tersebut la kisah..hehe

hr ni ktorg stat posting neonate kt 1TB.so after denga briefing dr sister ktorg g 2 topaz 4 immunization..b4 tu ktorg smpt la bljr camne nk wat postnatal examination..n after that back to main point we r here,to perform immunization..to perform ok not to observed..coz da ade dlm buku log kn..huhu..nurse tu pun ajar la bg BCG..BCG ni stand for Bacille Calmatte-Guerin 4 TB..given intradermally..it's lived atenuated vaccine..so nurse tu kt x leh pancit suke2 la..hehe..after observed de procedure,we r allowed to do to de baby..

n 1st volunter as ussual philip..philip wat ok cume kedlm skt..tp nurse tu kt ok..next rupesh..rupesh wat ok..cantik..tp bleh plak die wat lupe..buang needle kat tmpat x sepatutnya..huhu..n then nurse tu kt xpe la u all observed je..so ktorg pun smbg jd pemerhati..ttbe baby last tu nurse tny kat aku nk wat ke..aku ngan yakin nya kt bleh..coz da tgk n aku pun rs cm confident gak la..hahaha..mule2 ok..aku pun cucuk la..tp BCG kn intradermal so kn insert needle tu skt je bwh kulit..n then baby tu stat tu move..alamak baby jgn la grk2..huhu..aku da stat shaking..cuak..sbb x nk inject dlm sgt nk wat cntk la konon aku terinject sikit sgt..so ble aku tkn je..apelg bnd tu merecik kena muke aku..waaaa..aku pun cpt2 g bsh muke..sian baby tu..lastnye nurse yg wat..em tkt gak tkt vaccine tu akn coz infection plak kat aku..alamak..huhuhu..

so sape2 yg aku da wat slh tu mntk maaf la ye..huhu..krenye bkn sng la..nmpk sng tp susah..dan kejadian ni wat aku berfikir..can i be a good doctor in a future??can i do no harm tO my patients??

Disebabkan aku rs x best..rs besalah..stress..de best treatment is SHOPPING..bnd ni sthun skl je aku shopping..shopping buku..hehehe..shopping gak tu..

ni buku yg aku bli hr ni..7 buah..huhu

handbook ni semua nmpk cm menarik..so aku bli la..

buku pharmaco..

Oncall

2008-07-11T22:42:00.002-07:00

Aloha
Hari ni aku oncall kat NICU..1st day oncall during weekend.. So pg bgn awal walaupun mata liat sgt nk bukak..punye la smgt kn..huhuhu..ktorg pun g la..smpi trs ikut round..pastu aku pun tgk2 baby..tgk2 folder..sian aku tgk baby2 tu..ade stu baby tu ade heart prob..kalo x slp PDA..punye la byk ubat n berselirat..ade dlm 7,8 jenis ubat..sedih aku tgk..pastu Dr.Aida sampai ktorg ikut la..n then tggu Dr.Rahim..baby ni nk wat echo..Dr.Aida g tgk baby len plak..die scan baby tu..aku plk gak asal die scan brain..tgh duk tertanya2 ttbe die da tny dlu..huhuhu..blum smpt aku bukak mulut skl die ckp ,"u r 4th year rite,sptutnya stud yg kt NICU kena oncall.u better go off now.".tergamam jap ktorg.Dr mara ke??abis x yah oncall ke??

Rupenya Dr x mara pun..mmg btul la..coz ktorg x tau pape kn ttbe dtg oncall..aku ngan sya pun wat muke sdh la konon..padahal dlm hati suke gile..hahaha..so ktorg pun blk..x yah oncall..hurrae..tp x dpt la tgk procedure..x dpt pnh log book..so ade best ade x best gak..
so bleh blk tido..hehehe..

p/s:igt kn hari ni akan jd hr yg plg memenatkn..rupenye x..
so kt enjoy..=p

ALOHA

2008-07-11T08:00:00.000-07:00

Assalamulaikum..hai..hello to me..myself..hehehe..n everyone..
Ha,aku da ade blog..ttbe je rase nk wat blog..tgk bdk2 ni ade cam best gak..at least aku bleh story mory morning glory kn..bleh meluahkan..chewah..huhuhu..bleh share cite2 best..em mcm lagi la..lg pun skang blk da dpt tenet..ni la 1st time aku merasa duk blk dpt tenet power cam ni tau..kesian ek..huhuhu..k la ek..
c u next time..hehehe..