i'm falling in love

*sigh*..i'm never feel like this before..i'm really2 falling in love..huh i hope this feeling will last forever or at least as far as i'm a madical student..what??ya la..i'm falling in love in oftalmology posting..hehehe..btul la kate sya dr mate turun ke ati..huhu..i never feel happy like this morning during our clinic session..previous posting,i hate clinic giler..so boring..nothing much to do..just tercongok denga what patient complaining..n if i'm lucky i can get interesting finding from examine the pt..but most of the time we or better said me, just standing there being a good observer..hahaha..u know i'm not a kind of proactive student like others..n x saba2 nk blk..dtg pun sbb attendance jer..ble abis lege giler..huhu..

totally difference with oftal..syok sgt sampai x sedar da kol 2 lbh..seriusly,if we don't have any class this afternoon maybe ktorg duk je stu smpai ptg..hehehe..it was really enjoyable esp if u can do oftalmoscope plus u get the finding..mmg best la..i feel like to lompat2 kalo jmp finding yg menarik2 ni..tp x patut la kan..very unethical..huhu..n extra syok coz our doctor is very kind..everytime we ask anything..even the Q seem 'kurg bijak' he will answer just like that..xde la kene tny balik kan..(like other doc in other posting)huhu..he teach us alot..huh..i hope i have more time for clinic..but unfortunately we have only 2 session general clinic + 1 laser clinic for every group..da la oftal posting 3 mggu jer..why ar nice thing will not last long..=(

love your eyes..

my vision back to normal..i feel good..actuallly smlm lg da ok..pg2 tu bgn rs lega coz it was totally back to normal..today we went to OT to observe the surgery in oftalmology..we been in OT for around 8 hours..giler x..kalah surgeon..huhu..today we have 5 surgery all together..but i only menonton 3 surgery..1 was cancel and the other one, at that time we had our lunch..same procedure..mls nk tgk..i think among other surgery,oftal is most relax one..surgeon just sit there and operated through their microscope,only using small green area..not much sound(bunyi ktung ktang cam ortho)..just nice,syok sampai tetido..u know what..today due to a very long day in OT..i felt really2 tired and sleepy..during our last surgery..i just cant handle to stand anymore..i just sat on the floor..suddenly i saw one nurse smilling and laughing at me..rupe2nye..i fell asleep..hahahah..x penah org wat tido dlm OT..huhu..ngeri la tgk eyes being operated..eyes is a very sensitive organ right..ade habuk pun da x selesa..camne la rase ade suture plak ek..

i cant imagine how it fell when u loss ur vision..sedih giler kan..br blurr kjap pun da bising2 da..huhu..so moral of the story..sayangi la mate anda..=D

ni la mate yang kene dilate hari tu..

nmpk x??very dilated pupil..

my normal left eyes yang x dilate..

gamba ni nak suh compare..but it seem to small la..

tp nmpk R eyes tu more darker kan..

welcome to oftalmology..

today is my first day in oftal posting..so far so good..everything seem to be very interesting although this is going to be very compac posting..nothing much we have learn today..since this our first day,so it is like an orientation day la..we had learn how to take history taking which is a little bit diff and also learn how to use direct oftalmoscope..from theory part, seem to be very easy like mkn kacang..but when it comes to practical part it is very though..this evening we have a hands on session on oftalmoscope..we have to divide ourself in four group..and each group should have at least 2 volunter to dilate their pupil..so that everybody can practice easily..

unfortunately, i'm the choosen one since my eyes is normal,not using lens or glasses..actually it is dilated using LA and myadrcil (if im not mistaken) eyes drop..at first, of course im scared..but then it was ok la..not painful pun just a litlle bit discomfort and blurred..i remember when first we have to close the light, i feel like pelik gile..coz it was really obvious i can felt my one eye is bigger than the other one..until now my right eye is still blurred..especially under bright light..because normally your pupil will constricted in the bright light..the effect is lasted until 6 hours..so around 9pm i should be back to normal..but now i have to use my left eye n closed the right eye baru bleh nmpak clear..so x leh study la..hahahaha..

the best part is.. today i can see clearly aroud 4 pupil..i can appereciate the disk,cup disk ratio,and also blood vessels..so happy..hehehe..thanks to my cooperative friends..huhu..

p/s:ade gamba nk upload..tp tenet benggong.next time eh..

TAG GAME..

I been tagged by cik nurul syg..this is my 2nd time being tagged but 1st time in to it..huhu..seb baik la skang ni buhsan..

Try to answer it as good as you can
Every question is referring to ONE person

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
my love

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
he loves me..huhu..
pandai amik ati my family
he cares about me
lots of suprises
n he always there for me..

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
every moment wif him kot..huhu

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you.
em byk la..=P

5. If he/she become your lover, you will...
love him forever..chewah..huhu..insyaallah..

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
camne nk jwb ni..(garu kepala)

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on...on his/her
merajuk..jgn kuat mrjuk ek..hehehe..

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
hopefully not..

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
skang ni teringin nk tgk movie sesame..da lame la since last one..*sigh*

10. The overall impression of him/her is..
love him the way he is

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
mane la saye tau..

12. The character of you for yourself is?
degil

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
i'm the laziest person ever kot..huhu..

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
i love who i'm am now..tp nk byk pulus..bleh x??

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.
i like u to..=D

16. Ten people to tag:
alamak sy x ramai kwn la
sya
noorole(soli lor)
dekda
alang
pa'a
rai
dila

em tu jer..aci x??

17. Who is no.2 having a relationship with??
x yah ckp la..semua org tau..hehehe..

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
female

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
skip..x ckp org..

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
skip gak..

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
medic..doc to be..

22. Is no. 4 single?
em i'm not sure..go ask her..huhu..

23. Say something about no. 6 and 9..
no 6 is someone i miss..lm x jmp..

lega..

huh..finally..im so relieve..da abis exam..walaupun exam cam hampeh..i don care coz im done..huhu..dis is the end of ortho posting..this 2 week was really2 serabut and busy..bese la end of posting..br nk kalut wat report..full the log book..study last minute for exam..and plus kn wat seminar for this week..so many thing to be done.. and finally its over..for this posting la..de same cycle will start again with next posting..my next posting is oftalmology..first week men2,blur..smpai 5 week..n then final week br nak kelam kabut..em oftal have only 3 week..so i have only 2 week to play2..huhu..bosan la hidup camni..*sigh*

but actually i love orthopaedic posting..i love doing POP to patient,i love doing dressing and i love oncall at A&E..i love everything la..huhu..i hope i can be ortho surgeon..emmm???

bye2 ortho..no more smelly diabetic foot..sob3..huhu

berbaloi..

em i'm home..last minute decision..tp dis time blk naik train..murah pun murah. tkt train bertolak lmbt skt..smpat g archery dlu..pastu amik yg ade katil..tido puas giler..smpai pakcik KTM tu kjt..nsb bek x terlepas smpai sgapore..hehehe..semua org tny "u da cuti ke skang ni".."blk bape lm ni??".." x la. blk 3 hr je.."..semua org pelik..blk 3hr je from kb to bp..cam dekat je ek..tak berbaloi..ish berbaloi per..bleh jmp family..dpt tgk anak kcg yg baru lhr tu..dpt tgk kedai baru mama..yg penting dpt release tensen..em x berbaloi lg ke tu..ok sgt kan..da la td dpt msg,'grand round ari ni cancel.prof zulmi ade meeting'..hahaha..lagi la rs berbaloi gile2..huhu..